So how does it feel like wearing a jeans size shorter than what you actually need?? We often feel similar way in our lives. People from outside will appriciaate the "quality'..'looks' and the 'color' of the jeans,but they will never understand the pinch you feel as you move around in the pair.Perhaps you always wanted to see yourself in the mirror in same set of pair,but not at the cost of being so uncomfortable!!
Here we need to take a call, don't sacrifice your comfort.Get out of it,don't drag a relationship just for the sake of looking good. This doesn't not make any sense.Trust me, you will feel much better.