Today I want to tell you something guys and those who are reading this. Today I had a very bad morning start. The reason being a revenge taken by a girl in my life whom I started to treat like a sister. A year ago I met her and we instantly became friends. After that the same sizing each other happened and I observed that she was not one, actually far from it from what I dreamed of a woman of my life. We behave in a very sibling sort of mannerism, this is how I would like to put it What really happened is that we started interacting a lot and later after the Pooja Episode she got interested in me, but I treated her the way a brother should, but she took it like a challenge and after a while she faltered which in any case was inevitable. What really surprised me today how revengeful she is , the reason behind her motivation to make me propose to her , act no.1 , the second being able to convince me that she wasn’t interested in me at all, I must and should be dreaming that a girl like her who is so famous falling for a Big Bad Boy like me. The reason is that psychological women want everything just perfect, always falling for the married man, treating their body like a man but still being a woman is just one of them.
Unfortunately though I being a very harsh and being coarse is and always was a ok person, I know how to evaluate people and in that order she was not the half ok. People usually are impressed by the behavior but not the deeds. ‘’Actions speak louder than words ‘’ theme somehow doesn’t apply to most of the people. Once she lost all interest in me when I got really interested in her. I mean she loved God and so do I. But usually girls look for a affluent person which I am not and still I love my profession of being a Teacher , to most I mean; ‘’no money’’. That means most probably a woman will emotionally use me and after she had a great loving time with me, she will ditch me because I don’t have a fat wallet. True love is hard to find who on the most side, are true to most people and situations. Men use women sexually and women use men emotionally but this 70% true, what 30% I haven’t told you is that love , I mean true love exists.
A girl in her late twenties seeking revenge by texting romantic sms constantly is sure shot way to tarnish the image and make me propose to her in order to insult me and make me feel really bad and cheap ! I can say she will never find the love of her life because she is not a ok person as I made out it to be. Planning and then turning into reality is self-mastery that goes a long way to hurt the person intensely. Revenge is something that can put the whole world vision. An eye for and eye would definitely will make us all blind and as a matter of fact we all are BLIND in some sort of way, and so she is who played with man could had done anything for her.
I right now feeling so low that I had to tell you guys what happened and what is happening in my life again and again, it’s always the wrong woman and why is that, I think it is in my Destiny which today I have accepted and try to live that way, I hope . “THE REVENGE IS MINE’’ is a first dp or blog, whatever you would like to call it that I am being very discreet in the way I am writing not raw as I used to be . It is inevitable that God doesn’t exist and he will take revenge and give your justice if you truly prayed for without doubt. Revenge is a huge burden that we put on our shoulders and walk heavily which is also, inevitable.
For the first time my eyes are not misty like when the pp happened or nor I am feeling terribly unhappy, after silver jubilee of my age and and going through a lot of traumatic events, I think I have developed a kind of resistance towards these kind of situations full of disappointments. I am quite ok right now because after trying very HARD for ROD’s and losing some of my best buddies on ms, I think it’s in my destiny that has taken the toll on me. After losing my best friend on ms, I reasoned a lot why I lost him as a brother and us being so close to each other. He wouldn’t tell, I guess I think true friends are those who trust you instead of being hurt without a concrete reason , And yes they can’t afford to let go of you, I saw he never ever contacted me even I asked the reason, I guess this what price I have paid for being Bad Boy. Karma follows you all your life and that’s why I am reaping what I saw.
As for the girl who is ‘’PLAYER’’ of a sort, may be one day when she would be more mature you will know what love is and all you will have by yourself is regret of your past so ‘’WAKE UP’’.
“If you are reading this, I want to say nice plan of yours and I did got myself stuck in your web but still I forgive you, you shouldn’t had taken my rejection as a insult to your self-esteem and ‘’EGO’’.
