"VEERU...KHUDA HUME WOH NAHI DETHA JO HUME CHAHIYE...KHUDA HUMKO WOH DETHA HAI JO HAMARE LIYE SAHI HAI" :- pooja partner
Nothing on mother earth makes me as serious as love does, I mean true love, I fight, I win, I clown around a lot,i paint, I talk, and lots of things I do ...intensely but still nothing like love.
Its not every day that a girl of 22 finds out that a 5 feet eleven inch well built man of 24 cried buckets for her love and he had even a elder buddy from Hyderabad to prove it....its not easy.now that I have forgotten all the ordeals I went through to win her love, she gives me miss calls, she was surprised that I did remember her birthday and wished her, her parents,even being a pahadi,just adores me and there emotional sign and symptoms tells me that...they want me to be there...daamaad. but its not easy for me and I guess even harder for a young lady like her to be so confused between two men in her life and one being a suitor for life. yesterday I left her parents to a bus station in haldwani in my car and to my surprise her mother gave me gift of note and said wonderful words to me...but looked disappointed..she knew I wont marry her daughter.
May be pp told her cousin sisters about me and those silly girls told there mothers this story of mine and then the inevitable happened , her parents came to know about it...her Father being a very dangerous man tried to convince me indirectly to marry her but I played like a fool who knows nothing what he wants...its like refusing to sleep with a women whom I don't like or have a very different place in my heart so I just ignore the sexual advances and behave like a hanuman.
i did had to conjure up a lot of bravery and confidence to propose to her because being beautiful she is a daughter of a military man and that too a very influential one in my area, may she liked my guts or just liked the true me that only saurabh bhai knows ;talks with jitu ji does helps but still why does it happens that when you want something so badly ,it runs away from me and when you have no passion left for it...it keeps knocking . Yes I still pray for her but like a very good friend and now I just want her to forget what really happened, that I loved her...its over.
please brothers and sisters pray that she shouldn't be confused and be with the man of her heart and stop behaving like a girl Bella in twilight eclipse. JUST LET GO POOJA , MAY BE IN THE NEXT LIFE
15th october was her birthday
p.s.:- I promise you guys will never hear about her again from me...its just I wanted to talk to some one
