Sep 13, 2006 07:48 AM
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Love is a hidden fire, Apleasant sore, A delicious poison, A delectable pain, An agreeable torment, Asweet and throbbing wound, A gentle death.
I hope you all remember myfirst review in this series that I had posted exactly one year back on 12 Sept 2005. I have skipped 2nd review and havedirectly posted 3rd, reason I will let you know further.
First Review: https://mouthshut.com/review/Cadbury_Dairymilk-82545-1.html
Situation: When I firstmet her one-2-one
It was Saturday so I was at home and was reading “Who SaysElephant Can’t Dance”. It’s a book written by Luis S. Gerstner former CEO ofIBM Corporation. It’s a story of survival of IBM from a deadly situation. Inthe afternoon I got a message from Amita. It was just a forward and wasinterrogative. I just replied, “aap puchhe aur hum na bataye, aise to halatnahi.. bas ek zara sa dil tuta hai aur to koi bat nahi” (The situation is notthat worse that you ask somtihng and I don ‘t reply, it just a matter ofheartbreak nothing else). She replied again, and asked why I messaged likethis. I said it’s just a forward nothing else. But she was asking again andagain. She said I’m not a child please tell me whatever you have to say. Sheknew about my feelings but she was not very sure why I talked about heartbreak.I said, ok I will meet you and tell you everything. We decided to meet nextday. Next day she again called up and asked whether we can meet. I was ready tomeet but I asked where she wants to meet. She said come to Vishis. I was notaware of this place, so I asked where it is. She said you live in Aundh andstill don’t know Vishis that’s strange but again she told me to come to Pariharchauk and from there we will go to Vishis. She said she is waiting there.Within 10 minutes I reached there. She was already waiting with her scooty. Shewas wearing black sweatshirt and as usual was looking very pretty. I had seenher after so many days so I was just looking at her. She interrupted my viewand said let’s move. I said yeah let’s go. I was just following her and within2 minutes we were at Vishis. We took two cups of coffee and sat there. Shestarted the conversation. So why did you send that message. I again repeated itwas just a forward. She said again, “I’m not a kid, please tell me clearly”. Ididn’t say anything as I didn’t want to repeat the same thing again, which I wastrying to forget. She didn’t force me to say anything and I became comfortable.It was our first meeting that too after 2 years of our acquaintances. I willprefer to call it as a meeting not dating because this word suits the purpose.She asked me about my life, how I came Pune and what I was doing before cominghere. Although we had talked about these all during our long chat session but Iguess we had to talk something so it was better to talk about our lives. Thiswas first time I was sitting with any girl to a typical dating spot. I didn’tknow what to talk and how to talk, but one thing was different this time. I wasnot very nervous and conscious like before. I was very confident, may bebecause I knew now I have nothing to lose. I started talking about my life. Istarted from my childhood. The talk went till 1 hour and then we left thatplace. Talks and what happened after will be covered in details in the book.
Situation: A silent evening
A quite evening, still moment, whispering atmosphere, everythingis trying to convey something but Ankit has nothing to say. He is sitting alonein these silent moments at his favorite destination. Shush point as he callsit, is also silent with him. Few unforgettable moments of his life is quiveringhis hearts and his eyes are full of tears. This is the same point which hasshared many ups and downs of his life with him. He has laughed at this point,he has dreamt at this point and he also has cried at his point. A person whohas great fear from loneliness is sitting alone. A person who can’t keep quitefor 5 minutes has not talked a single word from last 6 hours. He is just tryingto be alone. He is trying to avoid his own heartbeats. He is trying to talkwith green mountains and chirping birds. May be they can listen him, may bethey can understand his feelings. It is said that you can never see the otherside of the coin but is it really that much different than normal assumption?It is said that true love always makes it’s destiny but is it always true? It issaid that if you pray for anything direct from heart you will definitely get itbut have you experienced this? It is said that first deserve and then desirebut if you don’t have any desire how does it matter, whether you deserve ornot? If love is unconditional and sacrificial why does people gets hurt? Thereare plenty of questions coming in Ankit’s mind but nobody is there to answerhim.
There are lots more to convey, just wait for the entirebook, but the conclusive message would be following.
Don’t throw your back to love when it’s already in front ofyou. Don’t drive it away from you because if you do, someday you will thinkagain why you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you. Treasurethe one who loves you because it’s not easy to find a person who loves you deepfrom his heart.
