Here I am putting my thots on paper with nothing clear in my mind y I chose to write a post today
I am forced to think that wasnt I happy posting those film notes I regularly do on my blog....on orkut, on mouthshut or a matter fact most recently my fav hangout place FaceBook....
Then what is that something which has gotten into me today....which I want the world to know...whatever it may be its for good...i know it and I want you to know it too...
May be the idea of writing this post was one of my many excuses which I usually look for before writing a story...a script or any thing constructive....but still somewhere in the corner of my heart why is this excuse giving me all the pleasure that my mind....my body...my soul is achieving right now at this very moment....
Y is this excuse suddenly seeming the best out of all those when I used to:
Watch television and surf those channels endlessly to search the unknown...
Walk upto my refrigrator, open it and look at that zero point for no rhyme or reason....
look out of the window and try to find a meaning in every thing that used to come in the way of my vision...
so on and so forth
Y
have I found myself....
am I trying to change...
am I acting to change...
or have I changed are the things which are running in my so occupied (Unneccessarily) mind...
but one thing for sure that this thing (feeling) which is happening now inside me should have actually happenend years back....
nonetheless its a welcome feel....and wake up call for most of the positive things to happen in my life from today...
atleast these fingers are typing the true feeling from within a wandering soul which I am considering to be the first step towards finding my true self....
out of whatever I am doing right now, the most important thing is the "CHANGE"
and
"I M LOVIN IT" ;-)
