Spill out the beans before you get into that grind too! The grind which churns up all the natural instincts, premonitions and that feeling which keep digging their heels in. These hunches come every now and then telling you to behave in a certain manner or pattern, but we choose to overlook them.
For the simple reason that we are scared, the thought of giving ourselves away freaks us out completely. And then of course we have all the time in the world. So we just keep on shushing the voice that keeps bothering us every now and then.I mean who cares, its just a voice, and then probably a day comes when you Lose away that voice completely, or maybe it becomes too meek in front of other loud ones. Dil ki kaun sunta hai yaar!
In case I do something just out of a natural instinct ( a rare occurrence I must say), where I end up being myself, I feel that maybe it was a foolish act. Now thats another point altogether that a feel good factor is there in my mind .Yet taking chances might make me look like an alien. Earth and its inhabitants have no place for people who run on gut feeling.
But does the situation stay like this forever? I guess not because a day comes when the gut feeling becomes the complete truth. The one truth which appeared like a fool’s business earlier seems like the most sensible thing on earth. Since this particular stand in life tells you, its too late to make amends. .That particular moment just makes you yearn for the lost moment. Alas, time and tide never show mercy to any. A hopeless desire to turn back the hands of the clock, but they are a bit too stubborn.....And now all you can do is mope on words and thoughts
Spill out the beans , the grind may take away the flavour forever!
