Dear diary and friends,
I wish to write my year end moments to remember and an all year round report about 2008, but suddenly nothing came flowing in my mind because I get upset for the sudden death of another brother of mine. Looking back,just barely 4 months ago when my elder brother died of a certain disease but just the other day I was shocked to know,for an unexpected call from my daughter informing me that her uncle died of cardiac arrest according to the doctor who determined the caused of death of my brother. I am, or our entire family are just recovering from pain and sadness with the death of our elder brother last September and now another one followed. How can I say "Happy New Year,"when the truth is, my heart is grieving again for another lost brother? How can I say enjoy the coming festivities ,when deep inside me and the rest of the family will no longer see one of our siblings forever? Yes, life is just like a wink of an eye that,when it's your time to say goodbye to this transient world,no one can control or snap his/her finger and give back life again. For only the miracle God can give life and get one's life. Everything happens for a reason and in its own season as it is written in Ecclisiastes 3:1-8
1.To everything there is a season,and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
- A time to be born and a time to die,a time to plant,and a time to pluck up that which is planted.
3.A time to kill and a time to heal: a time to breakdown,and a time to build up.
4.A time to weep, and a time to laugh and a time to mourn,and a time to dance.
5.A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together,a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing.
A time to get,and a time to lose, a time to keep and a time to cast away:
A time to rend and a time to sew;a time to keep silent and a time to speak:
8.A time to love and and a time to hate: a time of war, and a time of peace.
Yes, my family maybe grieving for now but looking for the positive side of life ,my 2 brothers have already rest in peace where they can no longer see any tragedy in life...or they can no longer experience the sorrow and pain or grieve for the lost soul for the possible victims of war, natural catastrophy, or any form of painful death. They have already joined our Creator and being cared for in the arms of the Angels...Yes, there will be temporary sadness, but with God's grace time will heal the sorrows and pain for there is a time there for every purpose and for every work.God will never leave His children to grieve forever.
To my friend forever_mystical, thank you for being the first to share your words of condolence and sympathy by writing in your diary post and to the rest of my friends here in MS, I'm sorry to share with you all these moment of sadness,I have. I may not join your joy and happines for the celebration of the new year but I still wish you all a "Prosperous New Year and be of Good cheers!"
God bless.
Angel_babe55
2:15 am(Phil.time)
Ps: Words of caution,be careful when you light firecrakers , it may mean some dangerous incidents you will regret and never forget. Prevention is better than cure always.
