A GUYS LOST LOVE

avoidin' my own reflection don't wanna seem so shallow,

I waded in that end swimmin' in a sea of people,

feet couldn't touch the bottom,

all I could see was the ripples

Of two that fell into one feelin' in one moment

my own conception of love can't believe the one she's chosen,

Frozen in the last second she touched my lips,

still taste the tears between us and the rush of sex,

This is just a chapter of my life,

the laughter rings in my head

hopefully last one of this type, dead words linger in bed spreads

What she said, how she fled, how I can't get her outta my veins,

memory got me addicted like that powdered up cain,

I thought it was my faith that got me slower to slip

now it's now and I just wanna be over this shit

part of me thought it was a good idea to make contact with her,

then I saw her friend, said she moved on, and never been happier

So I guess my heart just don't know how to let go

Don't know where to start just gotta block out the echoes

everything replays like nick at nite, in black and white

the same feelin' sticks my side with the cracks in the light

Logic would fight, but my crossed heart was beatin' my brain,

broken crest, should've spoken less, smile not the same

now I'm just a hopeless mess, just hopin' for change

stressed out and depressed, got too much in the way

I know in my heart, there's more to life than yesterdays,

but I just haven't learned how to put gettin' left away...