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Time for myself
Dec 13, 2012 03:28 AM
Thank you Thank you all for reading the blog..and making it the featured blog:-)
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FRIENDS fOREVER
Apr 18, 2011 05:26 PM
yes yes thats my intention .....that whoever reads this, understands and values their friends.....its tough to let go of the loss later......
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FRIENDS fOREVER
Apr 18, 2011 04:10 PM
CONTINUED *** 3 , she was rather getting weaker and weaker within….
Its been one week that shes gone, shes no more alive……shes left me in guilt, in sorrow and alone…
Time has gone and will never come back but this attempt to tell her…that she was is and will be my angel….someone I can never replac...e in my life, I miss her from the bottom of my heart and sorry for not being around when you needed me…..I pray that you in your new life are surrounded with beautiful friends, loving relationships and strong bonds…..I wish you a very happy life Jaspreet…..I feel your loss everyday…jus that I am late in realizing it….sorry!!!Read More
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FRIENDS fOREVER
Apr 18, 2011 04:09 PM
CONTUNIED***2 But this January I met her and felt the old days were back, night out parties, stay back at my home, go shopping together, now it was a bond of not only me n her, but menka(sister), me and her…and it struck my mind…that this is after so long, we are together and so happy, the days were... same, we watched a movie until 4 in the morning three of us, had magi together like we used to….n slept, and jus when when we woke up in the morning….and were having our tea, me my mom n her on bed…..I hugged her and told my mom, she my only and only best friend, I love her….and she smiled….and I could see it in her…how much she had wanted to hear it for so long…..her smile was so pure that time…..
Sometimes we get so involved in new things n stuff, that relations take a backseat and it can take a long long time to revive them…
I came back to sweden and we have been in touch on off again, She wasn’t too happy with her relationship yet again and family pressure of marriage, but I just took it easy cz it had been 6 years that she was going through family cliffs and relationships not doing well, and I knew Menka was acting like a good friend, in all this trouble and bad time too when she would call me and talk , she would talk about little problems that Menka had, and me being a selfish sister, would only discuss Menka’s problems, so little did I care to get deep about her problem or life…..she was giving all that she had too but was she getting what she should have or deserved…..
Remember on the day of India vs Pakistan match, she called me and I was in a good mood going out with my husband to watch the match together with some more friends…and I didn’t take her call n jus skipped calling her back…..she needed me then may be…..and I wasn’t there…..And now
I can’t be there for her now…
She relieved herself with these troubles, and ignorant friends, ignorant relations, I mentioned that I thought she had been through this for 6 years and had grown strong….but I was wrong,Read More
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FRIENDS fOREVER
Apr 18, 2011 04:09 PM
CONTINUED***** 2007 was the year when I got engaged and since then I was very rarely in touch with her, so much that at times she would have relations n breakups and I didn’t even know of them…..I am sure she needed me but marriage being such a phase in a gals life n marrying your long term b.f….it ...just kept me intact with other things…..so much that we didn’t shop for my wedding together, didn’t tell her whats the plan, hows it going to be….it graudally faded away , the reason why wasn’t she involved…guess because I was ignorant of her…and she has this quality of not interfering or disturbing someone if the other person isn’t interested. Was this that she thought? But we did, we did speak on phone, sms, and met on off….
But strange how the friendship or friends who would be with each other 24/7, jus met on off…on a special moment of starting a new life, 2008 I got married and moved to another country, again, new country, new life, lost touch with her….but as she knew my sister mom dad….being a bunch of emotional people, she would visit them or take them out for a dinner to fill the gap of me being not there….soon she became very friendly to my sister….who is 3 years younger to me….22…..so much that I felt my sister and her were friends then it being me n her….And history repeated itself….her concern, care and love that she had for me, was same for my sister , mom and dad, so much that she moved from uncle and aunty to mom and papa with my parents and acted like an elder sister and a friend to menka(my sister)….be it her problem with some relations, low about her studies, career, she would buy her new clothes, take her out, be with her, stay with her…to make her feel better………and not so lonely…
I have been going to India, in 2010 and then again 2011, met her once or twice, because there so much to do and so many people to meet when ur a married person you don’t afford to much time for friends…Read More
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My work life...........woofff
Feb 24, 2011 04:13 PM
oh yes Oh yes, I second your thought, it is a myth and sooner or later our lives revolve around this myth, keeping us away from other things that we can get hapiness in....look forward for the book :)
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Being jobless is fun!!!:)
Jan 28, 2011 03:39 PM
thanks! I am glad....I am quite at a stable state now, however, this post holds close to my emotions and somethin I felt a while ago and even now perhaps....but thanks to all who liked my post.....It motivates me further :)
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My work life...........woofff
Jan 28, 2011 02:16 AM
thanks hey Subhash thx for the quote but m cheered up already n take it as part of learnin n experience in life....I think I call for this changes so...:)....
