Come 12 o'clock tonight, my life's going to pass another milestone... it's that time to bid another year goodbye... It's been a pretty wild ride with the highs being real high and the lows being real low... and it promises to get even more wilder... and right now... am pretty numb and speechless about the whole thing... however...
To those that I have hurt during the course of these years... a sorry is the lamest thing to say but it's a start... so... from the bottom of my heart... I'm sorry... I'm flawed... more flawed than everyone else...
And now... I find myself at this new milestone... nothing's changed much... I still don't have a bunch of people I can hang out with at any given time... there's still no one to confide in... no one really asks me whether I'm ill or well... no one really has that time and energy to wonder what goes through in the confines of this mind... but that's all ok...
I have silver now... Silver will be there... Silver is my new friend... my two month old Siberian Husky... he'll be there...
~finis~
