Somewhere between the procrastination and the homework.. and the incessant forwards and the friendships and the calls to each other complaining about Crushes and BF/GF!! Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends and the " I miss you's ", the "I love you's " and“What are we doing tonight's?" And all of the changing and growing...Somewhere between the classes and the skipping Classes ...and the Studying for tests ...and to "study" for tests. .. And the downright not studying for Tests... I forgot--I forgot what school was all about.
Somewhere between all the appointments, star bucks coffee, and Mc Donald's... paying bills and then not paying bills...Making plans then breaking plans... Appearing, Disappearing, then reappearing ... I forgot--I forgot what it was like to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy... And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart.. I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future... I forgot that you can't control falling in love.. And that you can't make yourself fall in love.... I learned that I can love... I learned that it's okay to mess up.... And it's okay to ask for help!And it’s okay to feel like crap... I learned its okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day........ I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have and the things that you look for are right in front of you. I learned that the greatest thing about high school and college and the working world it isn't about the parties or the Drinking or the Hookups ...
It's the Friendship, which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about... I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things... I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does! ...but with the love and support of friends - you survive ... I've learned that when you start feeling Bad about losing touch and about those that you've lost ! They too, are feeling the same way....
