Yesterday we had a family emergency my grandfather was very ill so we had to admit him to a hospital (age 82) ….so we were in general unit and with him there was round about 20 more people in the room the doctor came and start to treat him and said he will be fin in a day and so …..it was nice news to us so we sat with him for the night and suddenly after a hour so I saw 4 docs pumping (after cardiac arresta) a person in the end of the room for a few mint and then they went out the room and after some time I learned the he was deceased…every thing in that room was still normal other people went to sleep the docs went to there room and all ….. But I was so shocked I was so unwell that I hade to leave the hospital and went home walking (20 Km) so that I could feel right
But suddenly I realize I will also die some time and so every one else how stupid I can be to not recognize death if I don’t accept it mean I am not accept life it self……….you see I am on the way to becoming a father very soon and to see death in this time was very bizarre……but it is humbling to think I the soil of my fathers ahs has the power to create a life the life we are so offer it with the worlds best thing …I guess life is death and death is life. In this time god I the only way to seek the inner peace where there is black void
And thing are not in our hand we offend seek help for our gods
….I must say we has a human are the most stupid race in this earth we have so many thing to comfort our hearth and brain from death trying to define death…like in the hospital room the death just came….without any promise or without any comfort to other….Funny the very factual of life has Fed me very hard…(sorry for improved word)
