This one indeed will qualify as random ramblings...Inane thoughts on a perfect sunday!
Wandering on the streets of ever-so-crowded-but-today-empty roads of CP, I blamed god...for everything! Simple as that...for everything that is going wrong....for everything which is not correct...for my untimely stomache upset...for my missing out on a deadline...for my not being a rich spoilt brat who could enjoy luxuries of life...for the horribly hot heat...!
Don't we all often end up doing that? Blaming god, luck, situations...blaming it on anything to everything so that we can escape from the guilt..the turmoil of taking decisions, of owning responsibility...
You start thinking only when things don't go your way...my life has indeed all chapters...of happiness, struggle, competition, responsibility and friendships...but it has suddenly turned towards a new chapter...of being restless...for no rhyme or reason...or may be there is a reason...no idea!
In this state of confusion...I see a brightly dressed lady...neatly plaited hair, colorful sari..red n white bangle...a bengali housewife with a tucked in daughter...a boring looking husband accompanies...she is satisfied...the glow in her eyes is a stark contrast to my gloominess...if I compare...she in all probability is financially not independent...she doesnt have any online or offline friends...and her deadlines include saturday shopping and monthly rations...! She looks forward to spending 2 hours of her time with her husband on a sunday who even does'nt have a Erricson :P ( I saw a Nokia with him!) But she is happy...~~~!!!
And why am I not ?
Time to sleep off...and close these random ramblings! Adieu...to a more zestful week!!!
