It was a peaceful night, no sound of any vehicle on the road. Not a single dog barking on the streets, because if they do u can blame them for being sleepless…. So easy to find someone to blame hun !! ….. Eyes are sleepless. Don’t know why sometimes when there is a pin drop silence, a symphony of solitude outside, you feel listening cacophony from inside.Taking turns in the midnight on a sleepless bed feels like the bed is not at all comfortable to even touch.
What should I do get up and walk, I don’t know why it takes longer to decide may be the coordination between brain, heart and thoughts don’t function properly in such moments or may be u don’t want them to work …………………
I get up … walk silently to the kitchen took a glass of water and came outside …… and first thing I did was looking at the sky …The Stars & Moon, like the Bold & Beautiful …... Wish I can call any of them to talk and spend time … or may be chandamama can comedown …. Ohhh ! useless wishes ….. and even if they come down I don’t want to talk to anybody …….
World in front of me looking so peaceful, that neighbor house looking so innocent and peaceful that u can’t imagine a teenage guy in the house plays music so loud that u sometimes hate music even. And that old couple just in the front row ……. The retired uncle watch a big screen television all the day and u can easily guess what he is watching either by the loud sound or by peeping into his big open window, I never able to decide whether he watches the ladies passing by on the road or the tv more …… … seems he must be sleeping inside that idiot box now …
I look at my premises.. Adiya’s bicycle is lying in between the floor …seems he didn’t put it at proper place … I step forward and keep that bicycle in the corner …. I felt a temptation to sit on this bicycle but I know it can’t take my load ….. with a smile I glanced at my bike …. I smiled once again thinking ...... "I want to drive his bicycle and that baby boy wants to drive my bike" ……if life is strange, we people are even more ……
Let me watch some Television …… noooo .. those useless serials …. Ekta kapoor type …. Women doing saajish against other women …. How do they get that much time to play such pranks with life and people ….. sometimes I think why our life is so peaceful …. Nobody is doing saazish here ….. no extra marital affair… no adaalat …… seems our life is useless bcoz no masala in life .. the same routine.. wake up go office, same work …. fake smiles ….. loud gestures … same format quotations… letters ….same false commitments to different people ……… hmmm professionalism !………..A philosopher inside me shouted, beta ! Shaayad isi ko jeena kehte hain………. Kya karein ..chalo kisi ko phone karein, per kiso ?? I smile missing those college days when u always have someone to call in the late nights …….. where are all the people, seems lost in the jungle of life ….
Oh my God ! no internet connection .... otherwise I can spend good time on MS.... there must be some people doing ullugiri there now ........ uff now I m worried if I don't get proper sleep I would be feeling drowsiness the next day .......... so lets go the bed and shut the door of my mind ....... wish there is a facility of logging off from the brain at any time ......... at least in nights ..... oh God are u listening ..... Let me shut the doors of my mind and the windows of my heart and hang a board there ... No cacophony allowed here in solitude .....
