Open my diminutive eyes...God!
I want to perceive my mother..
Where am I brought to?
A strange land..repeating patterns
Encircling crowd ..cries of new borns akin to me
Some people in white...
Do I know what a colour is..as I noted white
Open my eyes unreservedly...
Why so miserly in doing so..?
As if deliberately trying me to show what you feel..
I am your child..God
Resolutely overlooking the same...n..pricking my mind like anything
Making me cry...making me dubious..bringing me to an edge
From where no roads start...
Why so heartless God?
A sort of eerie hunch when I think of you God...
When I feel"a lot to traverse the uphill journey of life"
Why making me cry n laugh while in trance..
And preparing me tumble into the hidden abyss somewhere..in future
You seem so abstruse to me at times...
Caressing me with your feather touch..of love
Opening up new vistas of hope..
Elevating me to a great stature...
And letting me to deep down so swiftily...
Where are you guiding me God...
To you....or into you....
Some times why you recant some of my pals onto your lap..
Do you love them more...God...
I can see you in the eyes of some feeble ones
In the eyes of infants like me...
In the sweet milk of my mother...
In the authentic imprints you left around me...
Oh...God...I believe in you...
Shower on me N my pals n near n dear ones n all around..the never ending benevolence..
Give me the sharp weapon of valor to endure the burden of failure
Oh ..God...keep my eyes always open.
Untill I embrace the murky envelope of eternal silence...
Let the open eyes be my tribute
To the unknown ocean of tears ...
Hanging on a pricking bed of boundless derision.....