Well this is my very first post since I joined this site. And this post is regarding my college life. Something I really want to pour out. I am in the best government college in MP, SGSITS. When we were in school, we all had hoped or rather had some thoughts and expectations regarding our college and our life to come. Although we were sad that we all would be leaving each other's company and that won't be able to meet that often but at the same time we had a happiness that we are finally going into a new world.
Well, I wanted a college which had everything in it. Academics, sports, a good friend circle, helpful seniors. But everything's just the opposite. Except for the fact that the college is good in academics. Seniors are not helping in any way. They are just busy making our life worse, and imposing stupid rules on us.
But the thing I miss the most is my most priced possession - my group of FRIENDS. All this time we have been so close, I feel so alone and insecure without them. And I always wonder that my life would have been better if I had just some one, some one I could be with all the time, some one who would help me cover up if I bunked my classes, some one who would help me out. Its today that I realised that we never know what we have got till it's gone - gone away from us. Though I still meet my friends and we laugh, make fun, hang out together the same way we used to do, yet something is different from what it used to be. And my biggest fear is that I might loose them. All have their own college lives now, and what I fear is that we might become you pre occupied in that cobweb that we find it difficult to take out time for each other.