Thought 3:
Why are we born? What is the purpose of our lives? Should we ponder much on it or live by days n moments n try to construct a temple of good deeds brick by brick?
We are born n then we die... what's before n after that... my science brain says what else do you want... but my spiritual brain says... there is something... something undeciphered to ME... may be there is some truth behind what people say... how can so many people just make imaginary stories which are so alike...? But without thinkin much on that for now... cz sure I'm nt plannin to go on my saintly-spiritual trip to Himalayas soon... if we are born then is there a reason behind it? Like may be we are like a player of God's video game... n may be he/she wants us to play a part... kill an enemy or build a city or start a revolution or may be just stay like a pawn to fulfill some higher purpose... but sure even a pawn should know what it is... atleast he/she will be glad why he's doin what he is... anyway so may be best thing for now would be do good n do right or atleast TRY TO...
Thought 4:
What makes us really happy? Do we really feel sad? Or it is just that our wants did not meet? Is sadness thing-based?
Umm... sometimes I don't understand... are some people really good or they just pretend to and pretend so well that they are awesome in books of everyone... cz for me... sure... am a normal no saint person... happy with all the material things, love n attention, and hell sure I want people to reciprocate most of the time !! But sure being totally sobby is not ME but sure it makes me think... is this all I want or there's really the real happiness in giving... but hell... I need to have something so I can give it... is love n affection, honesty n care enough for people today?!? :)
Thought umm... 5:
Why doesn't God directly help? Why do we have to struggle? Why do we cry from heart? Can v be happy in our dear ones happiness ?!?
I donno if God exists or not in the way all the religions show n portray but I have this feeling that there is some POWER... which is roundAbout like the description of God, most religions talk about... so there is a whole lot of things I think on this which am not writing right now... all I gotta say or ask is... do we REALLY feel immense happiness when something awesome happens to our dear ones?!? Or is it a RULE approved by law of goodness we follow? umm... may be it's good to follow this rule sometimes even if we don't feel it cz there's nothing wrong in being good in something which is good n right... right?
