This post one may feel ridiculous because when one beam as knowledge gained the public feelings will be he is behaving too big.
I feel each step towards higher knowledge as one gains,it is step down to feel he is too small even to be compared to the most ordinary.
Why.
No human being can become perfect and as long as he is striving hard to learn,there comes a compare feel with others who may not be seeking for learning or knowledge.
WHAT IS MEANT BY KNOWLEDGE.
Knowledge is nothing but a ledger with knowledge but actually when one introspect the total gain out of vast ocean of knowledge is big zero.He will be shocked to feel he is not at all worth the public estimate and suddenly he has to cover himself into a shell.
SHELL.
Yes lack of knowledge and gain of full knowledge the end result is big zero.
How I will let me tell,the knowledge we can seek in one hundred years is not even a drop in a ocean and how many drops are in a ocean just if we can make out,the seeker really become so calm and
stops pursuing for more learning and knowing about anything and the only place that is reserved for him is to sit calm,mouth shut,no advice to any one and work with his hands and foot and with implements work on mother earth and walk and observe others if they need any help.
THIS MEANS.
All the rich of the world showered or gained by hard work or business mindedness or acting in film or selling products in billions the gain out of it wont bring the real happiness because happiness is not to seek or amass but happiness should follow us,wealth should follow us,people should seek for your company with out any talk,money chase you to make use for the purpose it is meant and never for one to seek it all life.
Money money all the time.
yes it is due to this so many are becoming mad,frustrated and ill too,unhappy too,hate each other,jealous,irritated and cant sleep without money force with them,hence the day one can forget the need of money in his or her life,he will find money chase him,wealth accumalate with him and some satisffaction.
Then why this post.
Day by day I am finding the chase towards knowledge making me to feel how little I know,each time I seek there is infinite to seek,then what is the use of trying to become a knowledgable person ,hence in my idea it makes one to become totally silent and become a person non entity.
when the world ignores you that is the highest position when you learn you know nothing.
cause and effect.
No matter what happens motive is always doubted here.Why this kind of post on knowledge ,great philosophers always chide on I I I factor. I means self,becoming selfish,the factor of selfishness remains till the last breath,last breath is will of the person .
What will be my will,a will never occurs and it happens when all resistance is gone and he or she is desperate for a solution which is not there.
The last inner feel comes really when one knows how low he has lived all these days,which include me too,
why demean one may ask,what is the gain by valuing oneself higher,one should love not to love that belongs to others but love oneself in such a way,there is company in oneself that is self realisation.