The real effect of the only mobile I had it so precious is felt in me so real I find this post to reach my mobile MS friends will understand how one can feel pale.
Suddenly I felt the missing of the mobile just three hours back and instant became my face pale,now I am disconnected to the whole world and anyone who want to contact me will find the thief holding the phone and the caller will get switched off.
TODAY IS SUNDAY I HAVE TO WAIT 24 HOURS OR MORE.
Along with the mobile I have lost the phone numbers of all my MS friends and also those who are helpfull to me will not be able to contact me for thousands of seconds more.
I FEEL THE PAIN LINGERS LONG WHOLE DAY.
Yes I am so sad right now,unable to work and unable to sleep ,unable to feel cheerfull.
MOBILE PART OF MY LIFE IS HURTING ME DEEPER.
Mobile phone pinches your purse but keep one online,though I am enjoying the freedom of without mobile,the effect can be trauma too,because for seven years I have been never without the company of mobile for the first time in my life since I am not going to be reachable to family to freinds it means I have to go back to past.
SEVEN YEARS BACK I WAS VERY NORMAL.
Yes seven years back since I had no mobile I was a very normal person and always availble to my family and the only contact number was land line hence on hour basis my life was connected with physical presence to the family but once mobile entered in my life,i became unreachable in physical form but without wire able be reachable online.
CAN I SURVIVE WITHOUT MOBILE.
Yes there is scope for me to postpone the mobile with the same sim card or else I have to buy a new mobile with a new sim card and my phone number will have to be readressed to all the freinds and contacts till then I will be in search list and ofcourse my home land line will be contacted for my where about.
MOBILELESSNESS IS TRANQUILISER IS IT.
Yes when one become numb and dumb without mobile there is a chance to become a very normal person because not only I was addicted to mobile but also to internet through MS and without the support of mobile it will be a new kind of freedom for me.
MY MIND IS TOTALLY SEA OF DARKNESS.
Yes as I close my eyes I am feeling able to enjoy also the feeling of real sleep for my nervous system and also since I cant be contacted there is sort of rest feel for my mind .
IF ONLY I POSTPONE FOR THE NEW MOBILE .
Yes or no I dont know,but there is an oppurtunity for me to delay to reinforce the lost mobile,let me think like this the advantage of deprivation.
DEPRIVATION OF COMFORT IS SORT OF SIMPLICITY TOO.
Yes if I can resist to replace the mobile the gain may be as follows.
please read this with interest because the feelings I am putting is so real it could be advantage feel for you too in case if there is a chance of loosing a mobile.
1 Mobile currency save is like earning for ever each day.
2 I wont be calling anyone with a missed call they will feel happy.
3 Sending sms is stopped it is a relief for many.
4 I will have to maintain a diary of phone numbers of those who I know and only in case
of emergency I have to contact them.
5 I will be able to walk freely without the pain in my ear the unnecessary talking.
6 Seven years itch this itch is now free and a new kind of freedom is a great feel.
YES NOW I AM SAD BUT FREE TOO.
