Life has taken me through highs and lows, passions and sins, and dropped me from the 'highest high' of my life ever. That fall and crash has managed to shatter a layer of the dust of ignorance off me. Mind you, only a layer. I have to admit that I am still wrapped under many layers of darkest ignorance. But this fall has left the taste of God in my mouth. Now, even the so called happiest moments of life do not make me happy and even the most distessful phases of life do not cause me sorrow. Though I am still ignorant, somehow I am not passionate or inclined towards anything or anyone anymore. My mind constantly longs for God, whenever it is not indulged in mundane, materialistic routines, which unfortunately, temporarily erase the God consciousness from my mind. But I am fortunate enough that He pulls me towards Him, more and more as the time passes by.
I disown everyone. No one belongs to me. I belong to no one. I belong to God.
