By this time we were really and really close to each other and most of the friend used to think that we love each other… I actually don’t know answer of this question that is she the same girl whom I am waiting in my life…? But I was aware that she has a boy-friend who loves divya so much than I ever could… still all the symbols of her words shows that even in her mind and soul, I, only and only I am with her…..
Soon, examination of second semester got ended, and she was also ready to head towards her village for a month. I was wondering how shall be my coming days, but I know we shall be talking each other on phone…
I started enjoying the monsoon which I had never done on my life… I was no more afraid of playing with rain and I was even trying to compose my unsung song from the tune… but what used to make me worried was some of the thunder that was blowing on the sky… we were talking on the phone with each other about our daily activities… day by day, I was missing her much and much…
Finally third semester was started, but this time even we two being on the same class, she was reacting as if we two are strangers… she had stopped talking with me and she was not receiving my phone or not replying my sms too. I got to know that her boy friend had taken a promise from her that she will never talk with me anymore…
Perhaps it was because he was jealous of the every moment that we two had spent and he never wanted to loose divya… so because she also never wanted to lose him, divya followed his way and disconnected the every way… this time being so near, she was far and far from my life… I think I lost her for ever and ever…
The question that was always playing in my mind is that why couldn’t she convince her boy friend that ‘divya and me are just friends’. Hadn’t she any such trust towards me…?
I got to know it was all happened because I am just a stranger in her life... But whenever I used to look towards her, I used to get her being sad of not being able to talk with me, and perhaps she was also thinking that she has hurt me… but all has to accept the regular flowing of time…
In my birthday, she wished me very late, almost at the evening time of my birthday… soon came the friendship day; I got only a message of “happy friendship day from her side…” I don’t know why she was not talking towards me, perhaps because of me, her relation was in danger… so, I had to take a vital decision to help her come out through this problem and let her live happily..
In the day of rakhi, she was with her boy friend, so I went there and asked her to put me a rakhi… yeah, it was so difficult to say this, but I had to do it for her happiness… then without asking any question she put it on my hand…
From the period of that time where I was no one in my love with divya to till today where I am atleast someone, I mean brother of rakhi day, time has changed so much, but I also had to change and thanks that she is happy forever.. And I am not troubling her in her life…
Time changed, I had to change because our relation got changed…. Thanks that I am alteast someone for her and her heart today and her boy friend can ask no any question about our relation… thanks that she shall at least talk with me from her true heart till my engineering gets completed…..
but whatever she might say, I know the truth... I had always understood her internal heart....
the end.................
i hope u enjoyed it...
regards and kind wishes....
suraj........
