ITS EARLY MORNING when hermit said itna khatnak post kyon ?????????, He was referring to Death : an unknown journey ,I remembered as still there was something more to it,some of many random thoughts, which keep haunting me, and keep me mesmerised ,they keep me hooked to you ,I remember when Amrita (Pritam) spoke of first melody, first painting , first words . I envy both of them to have thought and said it before I do. I curse myself for not being the first painting ,the first melody, but I am there, I was there and will always remain…..will always remain ….These thoughts are keeping me awake , although its 3.35 early morning , I was going through Khalil gibran and got the answer.Thanks Khalil. "Said one oyster to a neighboring oyster, “I have a very great pain within me. It is heavy and round and I am in distress.”And the other oyster replied with haughty complacence, “Praise be to the heavens and to the sea, I have no pain within me. I am well and whole both within and without.”At that moment a crab was passing by and heard the two oysters, and he said to the one who was well and whole both within and without, “Yes, you are well and whole; but the pain that your neighbour bears is a pearl of exceeding beauty "..... Khalil thanks for these pearls of expression, these stanzas talk to me, explain to me, I was losing my voice, my expressions were dying. Again tomorrow ,it will be a new dawn , Oh, Its already a new day , Although I am awake since so many nights , I realized.And I am still waiting for you to come Home. Thanks Khalil !!!