Yesterday,was a remarkably black day for me,in these two years after joining MS. Somebody with a fake id attacked me viciously without any provocation and tried to humiliate me using the most coarse form of language. As he kept on hurling abuses,I reported it to MS admin to which they reacted very fast. Those derogatory comments were deleted as well as the ID within an hour. This active and prompt action from their end is really appreciable,for which I thanked @vikram_tech sincerely. But there was something special about the whole episode. As I expressed what happened to me,my MS friends and well-wishers got a visible shock. They gathered around and consoled me. It didn't only lift my spirit but helped me to realize how many people really like me. No more I am that teenage girl who stepped into a huge metro city railway station and looked around with a dRajeev_Vermarate helplessness. That happened ten years back. In those ten years I have secured myself a place which nobody can't deny easily. Mom taught me something very useful in childhood,she said "never consider yourself inferior,understand always you have the potentials to achieve everything in life." Quite common words but it helped me a great deal to overcome difficulties in my way.
Today when I look back,I realize I am just not another face in the crowd. Things I have achieved in my life altogether is tough to achieve in a single life. Our greatest flaw is when it's time we never realize those talents hidden in us,and later we repent for those lost opportunities. One thing I decided myself in my childhood,I am never going to repent,or brood over something at all in my life. I did whatever I wanted to do. And god was with me in this journey,he never looked away and I achieved what I wanted. Yesterday that person behind that fake id mocked at me saying I didn't meet real people and spent life hiding behind computer...........God only knows up to which extent it's not true. I have met some great people in my life whose blessings and wishes give me the strength to encounter all problems in my life. People like Swami Vedaswaroopananda, Swami Devadevananda, Swami Ameyananda top this list. Also Prabrajika Somaprana,Prabrajika Kailashprana and Prabrajika Maitriprana ji played a great role to shape my personality. I have spent 12 years of my sMr_Customernt life wit these great personalities. I have come across maestros like Ustad Amzad Ali Khan,his sons Aman and Ayan. I learnt violin from Pandit V.G.Jog who blessed and encouraged me to achieve success. My Rabindrasangeet guru Sri Manindranath Thakur is no more today,but 14 years spent under his guidance filled up my life with happiness and I learnt to discover the true meaning of music. For him I was able to bag the All India award twice,by the age of 16. Pandit Mantu Sarkar taught me Bhardiganta_btyam and Katthak,which opened the gate for me to be a successful choreographer in future. I worked as the same till 2007,after that I stopped dancing. I had few Jessiepearl of my paintings in Kolkata.but for a long time I didn't paint,after coming to Hyderabad. Even my photos were highly praised by Actor Sabyasachi Chakraborty,who is also a successful wildlife photographer himself. My teachers loved me throughout school, college and universities......Dr. Shobha Anand,Dr. Rajkumari Bhdiganta_bgar,Dr. Venugopal rao are among them to name a few.....My institute head, Dr. Jacob considers me as a great discovery among all her workers,she never stops to say I am one of the best psychologists she ever had.I am grateful to all these people for recognizing and encouraging me.I am not beating my own drums,just sharing what I have experienced in my life,being with these great people and how they influenced me.
