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Love, lust and adultery (Continued)

By: ishani_ckb Posted Mar 04, 2009 General 466 Views
(Updated Mar 05, 2009 11:37 AM)

SEEMA'S DIARY (II)



But I cant blame my husband entirely for my state. can I? In the initial days he used to come to me. and I used to turn him down. I was just not able to forget Raja. Not able to forget how fulfilled I felt when he kissed me........there was so much difference when my husband touched. It was full of lust only. and now I think that was quite natural. We hardly knew each other when we got married. So, love didnt evolve at all. I tried to explain my self.....'oh. come on, this man is your husband. u r supposed to be with him throughout your life both in good and bad times...come on girl'. But, could the flesh only give you any pleasure? It cant. atleast for me. being a girl child I had to face so many unwanted touches. sometimes even from supposed to be fatherly figures. all those only increased my irritation towards men with time.


ha,ha,ha....I felt like laughing at myself. what a confused woman!! pity on me. doesnt know what she wants. oh. all these "women"....such complex creatures on earth!! as they say....."deba na jananti, kuto manushya" (even Gods dont know what women want. how could human beings?!!)


But, I tried to accept my marriage. tried to love my hubby. he is not a croocked fellow at all. in fact, quite sweet at times.


The bus reached its destination. my cell was ringing. oh. its sharmila. one of my good friends.


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