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Lost in Thoughts

By: sweets_desire Verified Member MouthShut Verified Member Posted May 07, 2011 Life 1267 Views

Thinking, thinking and thinking, that’s what I have been doing since past few weeks. Writing ah, yeah, I want to write, I have thoughts in my mind, I want to imprint all of them on a piece of paper. I feel anxious and tensed when I don’t write. It’s like a stress buster for me. When I write, I represent myself and my thought process to you. I won’t deny but I missed it badly in past few months.

I’ve been “on and off” the track in writing. The reasons are many and every time I try to convince myself with a deceitful belief i.e. ‘This time, I won’t abdicate, this time, doesn’t matter whatever happens, I will write at least once in a week”. The rest is history. M I right? For peace, I visit sanctum, for love, I keep on-going contact with my loved ones but to be alive and make myself feel high, I write. I write for myself. I thank you all for showing your gratitude towards me by praising whatever I write. I have learnt an art of handling the criticism also. To tell you the truth, it’s not that tough either.

I detest life at times. It has become monotonous and bored. It doesn’t have any new and challenging role to offer me right at this time. I’ve become patient also. I miss those times when I used to watch movies 24X7, roamed around with friends, visited new places and met new people and most importantly, when I used to enjoy little things carelessly. Time plays a game. I don’t want to indulge myself into the art of learning about Time Management concept. It doesn’t imbue me anymore. Time flies frequently and at times, I wish there were 48 hours in a day.

All of a sudden, I have realized that it’s the best time to get back on the track. It’s the best time to work towards your dreams, it’s the best time to bring back all whatever you have lost and missed in past. Wow, it’s such an amazing feeling. It uplifts my faith and believes in myself. It shows me the path towards happiness and good fortune. I thank God for giving me this wonderful life. From time to time, whenever I come across this realization, I feel like a bird. I feel like flying high with wings and spreading the message of peace and serenity. I feel like touching the sky and aim high. Don’t worry; I’m not talking about fairy tales. I’m talking about me because I have learnt how to connect to myself.

Before I leave all of you in an illusion, I will write irrespective of time and day. Rather than making false promises, I will write whenever and wherever I feel like. Life is too short to make a schedule for everything. The moment you think you will do something, time changes everything around us. Many of you may think that I’ve become insane or zany? And to tell you something, I’m learning how to be somewhere at the right time rather than at all times.

Dearies, I wish you all the best in whatever you’re doing at present. May you fly high and receive the love of people around you. May God shower its blessings and mercy on you. May you face every situation with positive attitude and leave all the worries as life has just begun. Let’s enjoy and celebrate the spirit of being alive.

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