When I born, I black,

When I grow up, I black,

When I go in sun, I black,

When I scared, I black,

When I sick, I black,

And when I die, I black…

And u white fella,

When you born, u pink,

When u grow up, u white

When u go in sun, u red,

When u cold, u blue,

When u scared, u yellow,

And when u die, u gray….

And you calling me colored?

What an image?

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts or fears.
But I can listen to you and together we will search for answers.
I can't change your past with all its heartache and pain
Nor the future with its untold stories
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys, triumps, successes and happiness are not mine
Yet I can share in your laughter
Your decisions in life are not mine to make nor to judge,
I can only support you, encourage you and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
From your values , from me
I can only pray for you, talk to you, wait for you
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow. room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you,
Pick up the pieces and put them back in place
I can't tell you who you are,
I can love you only and be your friend.

A rich man, bursts into laughter and says "Life is money"
A poor man wearing rags, shivering with cold and says "Life is hell"
A lover and his beloved burst into laughter and says "Life is love"
A helpless bird in cage cries "Life is bondage"
A soldier with a gun says "Life is a battle field"
A man dipped in the tank of sorrow says "Life is only a bait"
A scientist working with a flask says "Life is an invention"
A social worker serving society says "Life is the service by mankind"
A middle class man doing a job says "life is food, shelter and clothes"
But I say life is nothing but an unsolved mystery.....
That everyone tries to solve, in his life's history.

At Zenith, I feel zappy,

One day I’ll be successful & Yuppie!

 

My parents are yokel,

As world-class people in the world,

Their personality is winsome,

I believe I am their precious jewel!

 

I am not a wind-bag neither a wastrel,

I want to be whiz-kid,

Without any vex,

I admit that I am a voracious!

 

I become truculent & behave like a tomfool,

Like twits, I have my own destiny & rules.

I am stoic & can never give tirade,

In my life, Unforgettable friends,

That’s all I have made.

 

I am novice & want to be paragon

I am happy with everything,

So far I have done!

Like lion is having his home as den,

I’ve been looking, since long?

For my Heaven!!

 

Far away from this place,

I have seen one house,

Where I can keep the space,

Where nobody would ever make me feel,

Unwanted & disgrace.

 

I wana run as far as I can,

Near to a place where there would be no boundaries & ban,

Don’t chase me coz you’re not going to get me,

So I guess,

Let it be.

 

On my way to new world,

I made some friends,

They were happy with their old trends.

 

Coming out from the place,

Where I never wanted to stay,

I saw people, who were treating others,

Like the toys of clay.

I don’t cry whosoever they may,

But they have shown me new life & way.

Take me as I am & my light,

I will accept you as my own pride,

In a blind person, I can see myself,

As their heart is pure & delight.

 

My journey of life is bright,

Because in it, my light resides,

When a problem occurs for me,

Sometimes, I let my fate to decide.

 

I am impregnable and rollicking,

For others, I might be new & lonely,

My soul knows everything about me than rest,

As we understand each other as I expect.

 

I laud others when they're honest,

Rave & negative attitude can only bring stress,

People are not sloven with their own wish,

They're just forced by others,

To act as a devil or witch.

 

Let me go back to the moment,

From where I have started,

Before it's too late,

And our paths would be departed.

 

 

In the park where I dwell,

I met this boy I love so well,

He came and stole my heart from me,

And now this boy had set me free.

 

He sat with a strange girl on my knee,

And told me things he never told me,

Now I know the reason why?

The girl was prettier than me.

 

I came home and cried in bed,

Not a word any mad had said.

Father came home, late at that night,

And searched for me left & right.

 

He came into my home with hope,

And found me hanging from a rope,

“Oh Daughter”, what have you done?

You killed yourself, for another man’s son.

 

He took a knife and cut me down,

On the floor a note was found,

Dig my grave and dip it deep,

For tonight, I shall not sleep.

 

On my grave, put a dove,

To show the world, I died for love,

I hate the way you stare,

I hate the way you like to compare,

I hate the way you love her,

Why should I even care?

 

I hate the way you make me jealous,

I hate the way you leave,

I hate the way you like to talk to others,

But you leave me alone to grieve.

 

Why can’t I forget you?

Why can’t you stay?

Why won’t you open your eyes?

And she the way she hates.

 

Why are you so afraid to let me know?

Why can’t you tell me what you’re hiding?

In a way I THINK I LIKE YOU!!

I liked it when i read it, I hope you all would like it too...

Love
sweets

There were times in my life, When I longed to share, To cherish the fond memories, make them as pleasant as could be, and I wish I had someone beside to walk the way with me. Who Am I? What Do I Need?

There are many questions, answers to which seek. At times I needed judgement and wondered whom to look upon, I was in search of someone, I knew not. At times, I feel the world was with me, And At times, there was no-one I could see.

Here, I was in the midst of a cloud, Shouting at my highest pitch. Many glances, through they were thrown, But nonone did care to stop me and ask "Did you call for me" ?

One day I looked at my mirror, I was not the usual self But I could see. Two gleaming eyes stared at me, which had so much to say, so much to tell, so much to share, so much to understand. They looked at me with a glitter of hope ..They too were in a search, in which I had been....

At Last! I found! I found a FRIEND in Mee!!

U, Me or Hum!

 

There was loneliness in my life,

You tried to win my love,

By following my deep thoughts,

All day & night!

 

Looking for someone whom I can trust,

I was continuing my journey,

You made me realize, I am not coarse,

But little bit funny & prosaic!

 

Lost the love of my parents,

When I was too young,

They used to fight a lot,

Without considering me & my thoughts!

 

You entered into my life,

When I needed you the most,

Now you’re in a love with me,

How can I ever say to you?

A Big NO!

 

You stood beside me,

Where everybody left me,

You made promises & commitments,

That’s what bought you near to me!

 

I hope in every life,

I’ll get a soul-mate like you,

To make me a better person,

& showing me the rays of light

Which are bright & few!

 

I have seen couples,

Throughout the journey of my life,

But you truly are very different,

Because you’re special & mine!

 

You didn’t consider me frivolous,

You took care of our progeny,

With love, trust & care

Without any interpose!

 

You never abhorred me,

For the mistakes that I have done,

With bunches of white lilies,

You fulfilled my Garden!

 

Remember my babble talks,

I enjoyed with you,

Our night long walks,

Hope it’ll remain the same, like it used to be,

I have seen the world of YOU & MEE!!

Those who haven't seen it yet, you all can read its story in my poem...

Love
sweets

Game

 

I have lost the game,

I want to play it again!

I am not insomniac and maniac,

I just want to play it again!

 

In the realm of king,

Everybody is a slave,

They have to live that way,

Because, they are appointed with this task of play!

 

Condolence doesn’t play a huge role,

There are people with witch souls,

They won’t let you achieve,

Your own goal,

They’ll make you feel apathetic,

While playing with you like a doll!!

 

In the valet,

People usually become crippled,

At some places,

They were forced to me unhappy & not real!!

There dodges are the result of futility,

As there’s nothing inside of it,

Except the feelings of shame & guilty.

 

We look for serenity & indulge it,

Inderibly, we try to build something,

In the name of posterity.

 

We easily get stricken & spread like shingles,

That’s why there’s nothing so big,

That makes all of us different,

As we are the child of one god,

& till some extent,

We all are congenial.

Yeah these are my own words, my own feelings, my own thinking....