Wake up dad….


Wake up dad, wake up, I’m here
What would I do without you?
What If I come to know?
Tomorrow you’re not going to be there?

I will be lost and cry forever,
I cannot accept this bitter truth,
I tell you, never ever.

Why Gawd has left no choice for me?
I beg of him for your life,
Look at me, it ain’t any life & my heart bleeds.

This day has arrived so soon,
How will I be able to manage the things?
One more member, Sorry Gawd
But I cannot afford to lose,

Why don’t I have any choice?
Why can’t I choose?

I have lost strength & cannot regain it back,
After all I’m a human being,
What else do you expect?

Wake up dad, wake up,
I know this is the last day,
Tomorrow I may not get the chance to see you,
Tomorrow you may not breathe.

It’s such a harsh lesson,
Why can’t I run away?
Why can’t I run away?

Wake up dad, Wake up,
No, this is not the end,
How will I bear the pain?
How will I take care of my bro in the vain?

Wake up dad, Wake up, I’m here
What would I do without you?
What If I come to know?
Tomorrow you’re not going to be there?

Let's wish Nidhi A very Happy Birthday!!

Once in a while, you meet somebody new
Whom, it seems you’ve known from the start
You feel you’ve found someone special to trust and confide in,
Someone with whom you can talk heart-to-heart

You share a strange closeness,
And a feeling that you know, will never end.
Once in a while, you meet somebody new,
Who becomes much a wonderful friend.

I know in my heart that I’ll never forget,
The way I could tell, just as soon as we met.
What a wonderful friend, you would be,
For even today, you mean so much to me.

Wishing you a Very Happy Birthday Dearie.

A word of appreciation

You’re someone who can win million hearts with your generous nature and impressive thoughts. You’re an Angel who knows how to bring happiness into others life. I’m so lucky to have a “Sweetheart” friend like you in my life. Your friendship is precious to me and you’re someone to whom I can never forget. In short words- You’re truly fantabulous and I’m always there for you.


Lots of Love
Sweets

Pehla Nasha

Yeah, it was my first love. It was beautiful & crystal clear, like it had never happened with me before. So many times, we keep on looking for someone special everywhere in this world & at the end we find him sitting next to us. Why is it that our first love holds such a special place in our hearts? Why is it so that we have moved on but the memory of that someone special still remains vivid in our minds? Why can’t we think about love in the same way in our next relationship?

Well, it doesn’t happen with love only. There are first few encounters in which we feel like flying & touching the sky. It could be anything like- your first baby, first job, first love, first boss, first best friend, first car, first pay check, your first break-up and the list goes on. Why do we give immense importance to first things in our life? Why do we think about them in such a special manner even if that thing happens again, it still reminds us of the first impact?

Life is strange so does our decisions in relation to it. It all depends on our likes, dislikes, way of thinking or the kind of environment in which we live. The first thing always leaves an impact on us because at that time we are not aware about the complications, risks, trails & tribulations associated to it. There could be lively & a positive result also as a coin has negative & positive side.

First love is treated as a long-lasting attachment & it leaves an imprint on our mind & heart. By first love, I don’t mean falling for the person for the first time. It could happen in your next relationship also. By first love, what I mean is that when you start feeling for the person in a way like you have never felt before. When you truly fall for him & imperfection becomes perfection.

The first experience brings changes into your life. It comes straight from the heart. It is such a state which you face for the first time, where everything seems so beautiful. First love creates hype in our minds. Once it disappears we too feel like disappearing with it. Our life becomes problematic & we feel like that it is the end of the world. This is something which I’ve never expected or thought in a dream & it’s happening with me in real. Things becomes horrible & you want to move on, you want to start a new life, you want to change things which you find difficult to change, you want to remain alone but those days keeps haunting you…& you find difficult to escape from it.

Why is that first encounters leaves an ever lasting impact on us?

Please share your experiences with me


Love
sweets

Let’s wish Pras (cticize) a Very Happy Birthday

A Special Birthday Wish

Wishes are like flowers,
Special because they’re given with love & received with joy.
As my birthday wish for you unfolds its warmth,
I wish it brings a smile to your face and adds a loving touch to your day.
May you enjoy the joy of laughter, the warmth of company,
The sparkle of celebration and dreams comes true.
Today & Always!!


A word of appreciation

Your friendship is delightful and on recollecting the times spent with you, I feel so content having you as a friend. In countless ways, you’ve been worth a praise, where you were the epitome of genuine concern for me. You are the best that I could have asked for and I am so proud that I have a friend for a lifetime.

Enjoy your B’day!!

Lots of Love
Sweets

What kind of girl m I?
Someone stupid, someone smart,
Someone bad, someone lass

What kind of girl m I?
Someone crazy, someone insane,
Someone who’s crying in a pain

What kind of girl m I?
Someone brave, someone timid,
Someone who keeps her wish in limits

What kind of girl m I?
Someone right, someone wrong,
Without any reason, why do I feel mourn?

What kind of girl m I?
Someone sweet, someone zany,
Would I be able to get happiness by spending a penny?

What kind of girl m I?
Someone pugnacious, someone nerd,
I wish I could fly like a bird

What kind of girl m I?
Someone wild, someone blind,
I’m an egoistic & I don’t mind

What kind of girl m I?
Someone predictable, someone mean,
For everything which I have done wrong,
Gawd, I’m ready to pay for my sin.

~A Special message for you~

There are friends
I can laugh with
or share happy times with,
enjoying whatever we do....

There are friends
I can even share
secrets or dreams with,
but no friend is
more special than YOU.

I'm so glad that we're friends! You're an amazing person and trustworthy friend too. I've discovered a wonderful friend and a loving poet in you. Be the way you are because you're simply superb.

Lots of Love
sweets

Since last few days, I was confused about choosing an appropriate topic for thenext post. Lots of things were going into my mind and finally I looked backupon the things on which I eagerly wanted to write when there was no Diary Postoption. I am dedicating this post to my elder sister who means a world to me.

There was a time when we used to fight like animals, making scratch on eachother faces, trying to fight for every damn thing and being younger to heralways meant to get slaps free of cost. With passage of time, she discoveredthat I'm not only irritating but someone who cannot understand her completely.At one point of time, I found myself ignored and relegated and slowly andslowly I understood the reasons which always stood as barrier in between herand me.

While studying in the 8th standard, I started interacting with my sister as afriend and it didn't take much to turn us into good friends. Thereafter, shestarted treating me like a matured and understanding person & sooner Ibecame her good friend. Then I completed my Graduation and she was alreadyworking. We started going out together on shopping because that's somethingwithout which she cannot imagine her life. Since then till now, while buyingsomething she always inquires about if there’s something I wish to buy. Shealways treats me like a child during this session because no matter how old I growenough, for her, I am still someone who cannot take care of her things.

(Reality Bites) The case is simply opposite here. I was more responsible andhard-working in getting her things done. Sometimes, I used to arrange herAlmirah, clothes, books, shoes, specs, lens and what not. It was my routine toset them once in a week else I had to face problems. Ignorance towardsarranging things was highly costly as I could have missed to wear my favoriteclothes on favorable occasions. One thing from which I restrained myself toarrange was her huge collection of pens. I always ended up in inviting thetrouble by arranging her box of pens.

Being all those flaws, I discovered a true and close friend in her. She always stoodbesides me like an angel during the brightest and darkest days of my life. Inour life, we all consider somebody as our ideal person, for me, she has fewqualities of being my ideal person. I admire her for what she is. She claimsherself as one among the most educated person in the family and there's nodenying the fact that she is. I am trying to follow her path for making thingstough at her end. (Just Kidding).

Yesterday, she has gone back to UKfor the next two years. Since then, I have been missing her badly. It happenswhen someone with whom you share such a strong and beautiful bond disappearsall of sudden from your eyes. May her desires get fulfilled. She truly deservesto get everything best in her life as she’s not only arduous but sincere also.I love her a lot and I am happy that Gawd has given me such a nice and lovablesis.

Oh lord show me how!!

If I can say something good about you today,
If I can serve you along on your life's way,
If I can do something helpful for you mate?
Oh lord show me how?

If I can make a human right from wrong,
If I can help to make someone strong,
If I can cheer up somebody with a smile & a song,
Oh lord show me how?

If I can aid someone in distress,
If I can make their burden less,
If I can spread some happiness,
Oh lord show me how?

If I can live up to the expectation,
If I can save something from destruction,
If I can come first in the life’s race
Oh lord show me how?

If I can make efforts alone,
If I can offer advice to someone in mourn
If I can be resurrected & reborn,
Oh lord show me how?

If I can break the barriers,
If I can be one among the warriors,
If I can ever lead a life of frior,
Oh lord show me how?

On1 Jan 2009, my close friendwrote few lines and I extended it and turned it into a poem. I hope I have donefull justice to it.

Let's wish A very Happy Birthday to Akisha!!

Celebrating you!!

With lots of love on your birthday,
What matters one more hour or day,
or one month or year.
As long as friends are kind and true,
And friendship is sincere.
For life is never, measured by, the years,
through which one lives, but by the kindly deeds,
One does and the friendly cheer one gives
And so in paying tribute on your Birthday to you
Happy Birthday, Dearie!
I want to thank you for spreading
the music of friendship in my life too.....

With lots of love
sweets

PS. Thanks Afrank for reminding me about her birthday!!

Clearly from my eye, this post is an important one. What could be the reason behind it?Is it because it’s my 50th DP or is it because few members were eagerly waiting for it? Well, I am not gonna enter into that field of thinking to analyze it. Do you all know, how enormously touched I am that I am sharing my thoughts with all of you? Msian’s are marvelous because they cope with my questions day after day and it’s quite queer that they enjoy them at all times.

How many times did it happen with you? How many times did you feel strange about the things happening around you? How many times did you feel like sitting quietly and observed the things? Well, it’s happening with me since past few days. I am a very moody person and my mood swings a lot. I had a plan to write a poem for this post, then I before reconsidering it again, I preferred to write my random thoughts.

As a child, I had an ordinary happy childhood. I was naughty and free of worries.With passage of time, my mother and sister became my best friend and helped me,guided me & stood besides me with their valuable suggestions. I had a great bond with my brother and today if I look at him, I realize how fast the time flies. Whenever we sit together, we cannot hold on our habit of making fun of others.My dad has a huge influence on me and he taught me how to face the fears without seeking support of others.

In the graduation, I was very disciplined and used to draw list of things where my skills could be best utilized. I never participated in college events and extracurricular activities except once in my last year, I did the anchoring and got the best anchor award for the same. As a student, I wasn’t studious but always preferred to complete the things before deadlines. For the first time when I topped the school it was a strange feeling for me and from their onwards my journey started. The maximum recognition I did get in my graduation college only, where from seniors to juniors everybody knew my name. It was all due to being the topper of the college. In MBA, I have improved a lot; I have left few things for others so that they can feel delighted like me.

It had begun all before five years, when I joined MS and life has never been the same after that. My first review came on Golden Temple and I didn’t know anything about writing skills. Within few years, I realized that I want to be a creative-writer and started writing the poems. I was glad to be doing nothing more than writing my thoughts on to the piece of paper. Behind the pomp and pageantry, the anguish and audacious, and the sense of duty I put above all else, there is a natural person with a lighter side. I am not any wizard, nor do I want to become one.

Well,I started this post with queer thoughts and wrote it as my new self-introduction.It was necessary because since long time, I have been getting the m2m’s where members were inquiring about my real name and background. I just made it easy for people who wanted to know me and to those also who knew nothing more than my name here. If you all could read, what I have intended to convey, then my job has been done. I would be elated and obliged to all of you.

Five years journey on MS would remain a remarkable experience where few of members have turned from virtual friends into my real friends. I was fascinated with their work, writing skills, impressive thoughts and what not. Before I keep on writing more stuff, let me end this post right here only.

Thank you all

Do well

Love
sweets