i didnt hav a place to put this down so here i pour my heart out.... my first big campus placement leaves me feelling.....like i got no future....like wat was i thinkin all this time.....did i jus waste my time for a certification that says i got no balls to say no to education when i think i dont want it. i realy think d smartest ppl r the ones who choose not to fall for the commercial education we go thru .... history happens to be full of them. did i put myself thru these 3 yrs jus to learn a bunch of jargons?? if ur thinkin bout writing a comment to me to tell me that im not alone n all ...plz save it .....i realy don want to compare myself to you then. so really iv realised theres only two paths to choose in life when it comes to education..ignore it ..learn the job..live the education OR if u happen to go thru it might as well make the most of it...and learn...if ur sitting in class might as well pay attn or take a nap at home...wats d point making a dent an the bench..eh? it F*@#s my mind to realise im all talk. i agree when spiritual guides say that success is comparative...relative to the compettion..but satisfaction is personal ...quantified by you alone.. but u know wat i really wont b able to convince myself that iv CHOSEN the right path and not ESCAPED till im able to look back and say hmm my 30 million well f@#$ i think il get rid of it n take a stroll with those men up there on tht mt. i guess iv jus been experiencing an inertia of rest till now. aahh...that feels good...sorry readers to put u thru this, but really lets make sumthin of ourselves...or atleast giv it d best damn shot we got.wat say?