Standing on this 13th floor looking down the street
In the offing for a breeze to lift and fling me away
Times I have spent in a locked room over a decade
Memoirs and few fairy tales live, there are myriad
Standing all alone, up above and see them smolder
I look around and see all busy oh they all are busy
Few fish and grey dolls in your blood shed fiction
I cannot verse the bells of my spirit, oh my seraph
Bleeding and writing a love tale on a filthy hurdle
Scribing phony fairies and shedding tears oh game
Oh, you have known and seen me sitting all alone
In lonesome, Oh zephyr who made thee so special
Oh, I am diving down to the place where I belong
Oh, I’m sinking all the way down towards a start
Lime, cherry, wine, flicker, flicker bulbs oh charms
Oh, my mind been whirling around a ‘beep tenor’
Sunrays, rainy days, misty hills, I’ll miss you all
Blue moon, dark sky, icy water, I’ll miss you all
Christmas bells, church choirs oh an amazing era
Going alone, all alone, down, down, down, down...

Where did you start your work?
Why did you run to me?
Did you see me painting sky blue?
Have you smelled the rose in me?
And now did you find it burned?
Oh, all the way, have you found me burned?
Why did you fade away? Why?
I want to tell you, oh but I can’t?
Because I love you… love all the way
I have often told you stories about a tavern
Where an old man used to come and laugh
And there his true love sits him down, down
Gets him drink, and gets him high
She is pretty, ask him to forget her
Fare him well, for she must leave,
Do not let this parting grieve, she says
What shall I say my mate who asked for help?
What am I to do since faith is dead?
Oh both of us promised to each other,
To be as true as I would be
You smiled and you spoke, oh I believed
People greedy, they are needy
Where did they come from?
Why did the wind blow them in?
Met you in cross number 27
Why would I ever go back there?
Where love was in gain and I was in pain
Goodbye blue sky, goodbye cross # 27

Why you so serious John?
Why you so worried my friend?
Running, helping and why have you been so tired?
Sharing, caring and why have you been left alone?
Cheer up my old buddy who used to fetch me drink
Relax and shine on for all the mighty deeds you did
A long time ago and tell me how shall I help you?
Remember when I was a child and cried for food,
Bread and butter for a lonely soul
Oh! Johnny, why you so serious?
Why you so worried my mate?
Sleeping in your grave and not lending my hand
Sleeping in vein and not letting you know that,
I loved you and I was there for you
Why you so serious John?
Why you so worried my friend?

Look at you, my smiling dove
Give me time, I’ll change
Let me find a place where we can stay
Paste a kiss and buff your soul

Open your big brown eyes
Blissful taste, wistful tale
On a red bed, with blue rose
Shining like never before

Speak your worries share your sorrows
Let me trust you and let me lift you
Your wounds that heal in a blissful wind
Would you paint it dark deep blue sky?

Forget me, but forget not the memoirs
Your beautiful, gorgeous yet stunning smile
Keep me away; make me feel to make you feel
Like a dove, flying high, so high…

Beats get harder, life gets tougher
Run so harder, bleed your toe
Close your eyes, kiss my soul
With an everlasting smile

In a cold misty day when you die,
Before you could close your eyes,
Memoirs flash before your eyes
On your day, flare with a wistful sense
Your friends & their profiles in a community
Some are popular and few not known
Your memories take you through the 90’s
You had fun, played games, shared harms
Now there is a tear in your eye, it’s deep

Because you have nobody to talk to
They all have gone leaving a mark aside

You lost your close friends in a calamity
It has gone and it was faster than a blaze
You see your album for the last moment
Bear a memory which soaks the snap
Years & times you traveled across the sea
Day has come and waiting for the moment
Your soul is flaming & looks up with defeat
They don’t expect you to be here any longer
They are waiting for you to depart from here

Because you have nobody to talk to
They all have gone leaving a mark aside

Memories will haunt your past
And it will prick your feelings
It may ask you questions
You hope if you could act them again
But it’s too late, because they say,
Before you close your eyes eternally
And before you could realize its sense
You seal your eyes with a smile…
An everlasting smile set on your face…

Because you have nobody to talk to
They all have gone leaving a mark side…

Nobody wants to build a wall
You don’t want to dig a hole
Life & death is not in your hands
Past & hope is not known to you
I sit & think, Oh no, it’s confusing
I can just play this music louder
You are in rage & life is not a vein
Oh Mother, I want to be hugged
Sing some songs, make me dance
Oh Papa, I’ll be joining you there
Tell me stories, tell me more
If I go all the way from the start
See the future and set the stage
Play the part and cleanse my sin
Would you give me another chance?
Will I get rid of this public speck?
I want to build a castle in the sky
Name a place where I want to stay
When the Dreams & trials showered
I sit & smile, wait for the future
A world set for me to play…
A world set for me to breathe...