kannada enthaha adbhuta bashe bahala janakke gottilla.( kannada is a very great language not many know.) Nanu huttida nadu kannada ,ee kannadadalli matu aduthahodare samayave gotthaguvudilla,neevu ondu pareekshe madi,thumba close freinds bangalore agirabahudu athava mysore agirabahudu,ella soft ware kooda modalu english nalli start madi munduvariuva bashe nanna tayee kannada gotta,( many may start with english but slowly it leads to kannada jokes,silly talk all will be ones own mother tongue,since it is elite group their love for kannada is hardly seen.)
NAVU KANNADAVANNU KOLLABARUDU,EKENDARE EDU SAVIRA VARSHA DINDA BANDA BASHE,OMME ADANNU KONDARE MUNDINA JANANGA TAYI ELLADA NADU AGUTHADE.
we should not kill kannada,this is our mother tongue and once it is killed,karnataka people born here will become mother less.
Nanu huttidagininda matu kannada,eega nanage estu kushiaguthade yara hattira kannada matu adihare,samaya maduravagirutthade.
english nalli kannada vannu varnisuva samaya nigavagilu hasyamaya annisuthade.
omme MUNGARUMALE NODI SAKU
NEEVELLA KANNADADA HADINA PREMIGALU AGUTHEERE.
NANNA HORATA MS NALLI ERUVA OBBIBARADARU NANNA KANNADA BAGGE POST ODIDARE SAKU ADU ESTU ANANDAMAYA NANAGE GOTTU.

I feel time comes to say bye
should it be good bye or bye
a bye is renewable
a good bye is a firm bye
u cant please all no matter what u try
either sit idle or active
a time comes in life to exit.

we age,we grow but why not exit
we exit from a theater
we exit from a park
we exit from a hotel
we exit from a tour
we exit from a hospital.
we exit from relatives place
we exit from all other place
why cant i exit from ms
the time has come for me
to exit,i know i can be thrown
but i still cling
like a child cling to the mother
so far i have tried hard to exit
but it is the addiction till this second
i am not able to exit.
if anyone can make me to exit
i will be more than thankfull to them
please make me to exit forever
so i wil not be a headache for them
why should it be painful to exit
when all feel pain even to read
may be a loner wont cant make out
but heart findsout,ur not liked here
silence means should be understood
grace is the word one must cherish
so when i eixt it will be just
gracefull.
a diary like poem,so real dont think it is written to entertain.

Why du think i am not wrong
do i think i am right
do u know it,and tell still
i am not wrong,but do wring
and wrong only
why du look aside when i am beside
why du feel meek when i want no break
why u cant smile from inside
from outside smile and i bleed inside
be true to my feelings,am i not for urs
there can be anyno of times
but no times is like we 2,2 gether
wake not ur eyes but keep the print of me
in ur heart,that print none can
delete.
i delete all the wrong i felt for
but u never delete the one i fear
fear of loosing
makes all things to setaside.

just a diary poem.may be me only read this.

1 Nee banda Dari yavudayya, KANNADA alwa. The road u have come is it not kannada. 2 SUIT,hakikondarenu NINNA tayee KANNADAMMA ALWA. YOU may wear suit,is it not kannadamma your mother. 3 YAKE MAGA nanu kannada matadidare NAGUTHEEYA, NIMMA APPA KANNADA ALWA. WHY DO U laugh if i speak in kannada,isnt ur father a kannadiga. 4 kannada kannadi idda hage, sundara Taruni. kannada is like a mirror a beautiful girl. 5 kannadalli bareda pranayada matu,vakya yava englishnalli bareyalu ASADHYA,nodi ondalla ondu dina nanu kannadadalli pranayada mathu, salugalannu baredu kannadada huduga hudugiyarnnu BECHHUVANTE maduvenu,edu nana PRATIGNE. 6 Kannadada rajaru,krishnadevaraya,mysoori
na krishnaraja vodeyar,chalukyaru,hagoo kittur chennamma salade namma ethihasa. one day or otherday i will write such a romantic,sensual writings in english that will be in kannada and will make the feelings of boys and girls oh what a lovely beautiful is kannada and it will make them a burning type feeling.great kings ruled karnataka .

All of us want to be winners only,but when one state or try to win,obstacle comes in flood
like flow.Why there is resistance,it is because of law of gravitation,unless u can tread against
magnetic resistance,the winning becomes loosing.Then why i have written loosers also
become winners,it is because when u loose fight for survival is very strong,ur whole body
mind,spirit and also ur soul which is hidden deep inside beyond ur body wil support u.
SOMETIMES A HIDDEN FORCE BRAVES U TO FACE TSUNAMI.
When mind,body and all the connected persons cant do anything,more than the will
the soul wakes u into and this soul brings sudden erruption of activity at all parts of our
body and till the function becomes normal,this soul so pure hearted so pure and motherly
like touch keeps one alive.soul never talks but it is more than god for u.soul is so deeply
hidden,when one lost all hope to live or endure the pain,call ur soul to help u from the
distress postion and one can fly,walk,run and even hungry will be able to endure till
the point to reach is within the grasp as time moves.
WHO IS BEHIND U ALWAYS IT IS UR SOUL
just think for a while,the soul never dies,and when we are alive forget to make use
of ones own soul,irrespective of religion the nature of soul is same,if ur good and helpfull
to the society ,soul will never betray u as long as ur alive.
CAN ONE CALL SOUL ALL THE TIME.
A firm no answer from me,u cant play with god,soul is totally an emergency doctor for u
and one should not ill treat it,soul need time to help u,soul rests in deep sleep,its
wakefulness start only when sudden emergency comes not due to ur fault but due to
events beyond ur control.
CAN I HAVE A SOUL MATE,\
YES ONE CAN HAVE A SOUL MATE PROVIDED THE OTHER SOUL LIKE
EACH OTHER.
HOW SOUL CAN MAKE ME GOOD.
A FREIND IN NEED IS INDEED A FREIND.SAME WAY WHEN U CAN
MAKE USE OF SOUL FOR THE BEST AND WONDERFUL PERSON U WANT
TO BECOME IN LIFE,IT IS THE CHEAPEST BILLIONS WORTH ONE U HAVE
INSIDE U.TRY TODAY IF ANY TROUBLE ARISE CALL UR SOUL,
U CAN COMMENT AFTER U GET THIS BENEFIT.

Diary writing becomes a habbit or an addiction also.I never knew it is so easy to write diary because what ever u think,and write based on the experience gone behind years time.
I strongly belive indian english is based on INDIAN LANGUAGES.all indian languages have one commonness that is from the beginning word to ending word the grammar is alike,where as english grammar or sentence formation starts reverse of our indian languages.
Teaching by english experts so called i say,they harm more than one can endure.They insist only on grammar,grammar ,grammar ,grammar ,grammar a million times,from their speaking to writing their advice is dont have bad grammar.
This has gone into our ear and mind for decades,hence anyone even if he is good in english fears to speak or write instantly in letter writing or in phone or even in ms place that is here.
I WRITE WHAT EVER COMES TO MY MIND INSTANT,AND U CAN SEE THERE IS NO FORMATION OF LINES ARE THE BEST PART IN MY WRITNNGS HAVE LOT OF SPELLING MISTAKES AND SENTENCE FORMATION AND MANY MAY NOT CHERISH THIS TYPE OF ENGLISH.
for me a new type of english should be there.English language is ADJUSTABLE,u can speak,write in ur own way,suppose ur grammar is not upto the basic mark,still a try of writing solves,just like when one enter water,slowly fear of water wanes.
I HAVE WAITED ENOUGH DECADES,NOW THE TIME HAS COME TO WRITE SPEAK IN INDIAN WAY,NO MORE THERE IS ROOM FOR SO CALLED BBC TYPE ENGLISH OR TOFEL TYPE ENGLISH,WHY SHOULD WE SPEAK IN AMERICAN ACCENT OR BRITISH ACCENT,LET US SPEAK IN ACCENT AS FOLLOWS.
1 indian accent that is neutral english.
2 DELHI TYPE ENGLISH,MOST BEAURACRATS DO IT.
3 bombay type english ,so business like,u feel at home when u speak with a bombyite.
4 goa type english,they speak english so fluently and na type like american at all.
5 kerala type english it is so home sick feel for a malayalee,once a keralian speak with another keraliyan,firstr in english and later TEARFULL malaylee.
6 Karnataka english many speak just like kannada. you seee eyeu wentu thereu,andu u was notu thereu,whyu,u mustu commu ,and suddenly the same change this funny english ,when some decent people enter.
7 Tamil type english,every english a tamilian speak it is filled with love for tamil language.he can never resist to fill up at least masala type tamil words and most of tamil mixed words are,connected with relatives and also sambar,idlis,mouthwatering rasam etc.
8 UP english will be mydear freind,my dear freind,both up and bihar have more of mydear freind.
9 english of bengali people are with great regard to bengali language hence they will never give up placeing bengali i ntheir mind and heart,even if they speak english their mother tongue is seen all around in their english speaking and writing s too.
10 Andhra they have just like kannada type english mixed with telugu but more of business like,more on buying the lands,owning the flats,and long plans in investing hundreds of crores,hence english is just like an umberella not to be fall in love feel for an andhra.
11 English indians should make use of,just like many businessmen make use when the sunshines.
12 i keep this blank so there will be room to write more.diary of today stops here.this is nto a post.

SECOND WORLD WAR,ORIGINATED DUE TO SO MANY WRONGS.
1 second world war,started from sept 3,1939 because the ultimatum to poland expired and
Germans had no alterative other than attack poland.
2 if poland had not annexed russian regions,poland was in a position to fight germans.we underrate polish army but the real truth was both Russia and germany attacked at the same time and italy became neutral,thanks to the diplomacy done by hitler,with mussolini.
3 poland would not have been beaten in ten days if FRANCE,ENGLAND AND USA STOOD watching the game,infact one of the reason why they did not try to wage war against germany ,the reason was due to the attack on poland was legally right for germany ,since poland had annexed germans positions during first world war.
4 Now we can make out even if a million army attack a country still it is not easy to defeat beause each soldier care for his life,germans were very cleaver,backed by neutral attitude of allied countries,and neutral postion of japan,italy and other axis countries including spain,portugal and also sweden.
just to wage war against poland,hitler took several years to neutralise other govt through diplomatic maneauere.
5 rome was not built in one day,same way cause for the bloody second world war,was due to extreme wrong done on germany for more than 15 years after the second world war.
6 truth is bitter than result,and since all the blame is done on germans,i defend germans for their actions except the killing of jews,and one of the reason for taking this inhuman actions by germans must be due to extreme harsh measures done on germans,and it was possible if germany had not tried to build its army,there was every chance poland would have attacked germans once again.
7 poland people are like foxes,they even attacked soviet russia during first world war,and russians in fact surrenderd without fight large chunk of area that was not belonging to poland.
8 now we can make out why palestanians fight for the right for their home land,same way
germans lost large areas of theirs,and this naturally boiled in each germans to regain their lost land.
9 Too much cleverness ,diplomacy,art of convincing even the enemy steadily strenghened germans positions beyond comprahension.
10 Germans had no war pact with japan and infact they had deal to rule the whole world with perfect demarcation.
11 germans were really efficient diplomats,otherwise it was impossible to attack RUSSIA and even declare war on usa.
12 germans never feared anyone once they defeated france,poland and occupied most of russia by the year 1942.
13 it is just a chance i have fredom to write this,otherwise if hitler had won,india would have been under the control of germany and ofcourse we would have been speaking german language not english at all.Germans really dislike english at any cost.
14 why germany lost,the simple reason,was excessive position,any time when a person has too much position of anything even money,he is bound to loose everything,that is why never trust a billionaire because he or she may loose entire billions in days to come.
15 Why this diary on hitler,i really find,many times a little miscalculation by one side make so much causalities.
16 If germans had not given ill treatment after the first world war,the jews would have been living peacefully,and germany would have been the richest country on earth.
17 WHY I LIKE GERMANS ,
i like germans because they are very very inteligent,hardworking and never try to interfere n other countries politics,way usa interfere,in the history of germany they were always a kind of powrfull and a german had sense of satisfication of having taken birth on this earth.
18 NEVER DO INJUSTICE AND WRONG TO ANYPERSON.
The result will be world war,so no human being should never be displeased or humilated beyond his sense,once he rebounds war takes place.
last word.
it is time those who have should remember not to attack on the life of have nots.
end.

This is true diary of me,when i lived in delhi for nearly one year,though it is 39 years,the rememberance is as fresh as it is for delhites.
most of the ms members from delhi are less than 39 years,hence i can write something on delhi as follows.
1 I wanted to live in delhi for the rest of my life,and i decided this at the age of 18,my interest though was in agriculture,imaturity of age made me to try to think of greater reach in life,life i felt in my place so dull,and the best thing i should make was to study in delhi and also live there for the rest of my life.
2 in the year 1969,the ticket costed from Bangalore to delhi was just 35 rs,and it was three days journey,i travelled in third class sleeper,they charged 1 rupee for a night in the train,it was lot ofmoney for me to pay.
3

my first day in delhi in the year 1969 it was may month day i think could be fifth or tenth,i reached Hindumahasabha building which is next to birla mandir,they gave me permission to stay for few days,by which time i had to findout a suitable place of paying guest accomadation. Next day i went out towards cannaught place which is walkable distance from birla mandir,there as i was walking suddenly faced one young person,who wore spectacles and suddenly i took a fancy to talk with him,and i introudced my name and age so and so,he liked my story of desparation and i wanted to study also,he met me next day,asked me to come to south extension,and from there next day he took me to defence colony where there is a government high school,i gave the transfer certificate and immediately i got enrolled to tenth class,so fast i just could not belive. i think he even arranged me a paying guest house through an advt the house no is still there it is J 33 SOUTH EXTENSION PART ONE, THIS HOUSE IS OPPOSITE WOMANS POLYTECHNIC COLLEGE IN SOUTH EXNT PART ONE. ONE thapar lived there,he is related to major thapar of indian army. i got the paying guest accomadation with a fixed charge of 285.with breakfast,lunch and dinner and also evening tea, they gave me a small room also.my god delhi was so cheap on those days,rental rooms for 150 was easily availble at any place of your choice. south extn is such a nice place to live,i still feel a love and affection for this place,south extn is so dif from defence colony,part one is so dif from part two south extn,indian institute of medical science is walkable distance so also vikram hotel at ring road. delhi pass in the bus was just one rupee per day,u could travel anywhere in delhi 24 hours,and i took a bus pass for 30 rs so i could travel anytime in any bus,roads were so thin,one could walk at ny place of delhi. i have extensively travelled inside delhi more towards cannaught place and odeon is my heart felt theater. i can still remember dtc bus routes,where they go and come back, indian coffee bar at cannaught place always filled with at least hundreds of lazy stayers where one could sit whole day sipping coffee for 10 paisa and omellette was just fifty paisa those days. regal theater near cannaught place was frequently visited by me,totally i saw at least 200 movies in one year of my stay. i cant remember much the pictures i saw,i was just nineteen years only. cold water was sold throught the day,as summer ran from april to end of september and average consumption was ten glass of tasty cold water so cold it was ice water so healthy to drink,the square big four wheeled cart made of pure alluminium was a treat for eyes. so many times the visit to redfort and frequent visit to cannaught place made me love delhi so much,i wonder why i am still in karnataka. delhi i really love still what ever may be the present situation there is great charm in delhi that i can never forget. delhi people are really very friendly and treat u so well,i could feel it in their behaviour during my one year stay. after a lapse of thirty eight years i can still feel to stay in delhi and make even business or stay or get a paying accomadation what ever it is,delhi people are very social unlike bombayite. sea of dif between delhi and bombay. delhi has society and bombay is just business. delhi is cultural social educational treat for mind. stephen college,DELHI PUBLIC SCHOOL,CAMBRIDGE SCHOOL CAN I FORGET THIS, HOW CAN I FORGET DELHI KUTUB MINAR OPPOSITE TO KUTUBMINAR land value was just 15000 per acre. camels roamed opposite indian institute of medical science in those days,and also camels were herded near vikram hotel ring road of south extn. posh houses were built at defence colony,ofcourse golf links was a real status symbol. DEEPAK KHANNA MIGHT BE MS MEMBER BY CHANCE SO I MENTIONED THIS NAME AND ALSO HIS SISTER STAYED IN PART ONE OF SOUTH EXTN IN THOSE DAYS, SO MUCH i love to write but in a leisure mood i will write more about my one year experience of many intresting events i had in those days of my 19th age,

THIS DIARY IS TO TOUCH THOSE WHO HAVE HEART FOR MY MOTHER TONGUE KANNADA.
The position of kannada is kind of status symbol,if a well dressed stranger visit any bungalow and tap the door,the gentleman inside who is also pure kannadiga,asks what du want,and if the well dressed stranger replies sir,may i speak with u in kannada,i am sure the dweller will be so suspicious of this well dressed man who speak chaste kannada means,it is degrading feel for to entertain.
The fact is most of karnataka people are not so fluent in english but they exhibit a sort of dislike to speak with any one to start with in kannada.
if any one start with chaste kannada,he is not at all entertained whehter it is in a party or in a function or in a marriage party,everyone expect u to speak with u in kanglish only,why this degraded treatment for our own mother tongue and this treatment is widely in Bangalore.
Is it a sin to speak in chaste kannada in mals,in big shops,etc.
i am writing this diary taking regard with bangalore condition.
1 do u have note books for highschools,same if u say in kannada sir,NIMMA HATTIRA NOTE BOOKS EDEYA.
2 IN hotel i mean that cater for high society,it is a sin to speak in kannada,and if u shout at the server in kannada u will be considered as a villager.
3 well educated persons ill treat those who speak chaste kannada,but mixed english kannada is welcome any where,but pure mother tongue is hated by one and all any where in bangalore.
4 kannada is dying and the death bell of pure kannada i have to write in englsh only.
5 if i write in kannada the fate of kannada there are hardly takers.it is not easy to read kannada in english hence i refrain in writing kannada in english.
6 karnataka people can neither speak in chaste kannada nor error free english,the future of english in karnataka will be miserable,because PROFICIENCEY IN MOTHER TONGUE IS MUST IN ORDER TO MASTER ENGLISH.JUST COMMAND IN ENGLISH AND I FORGET KANNADA WILL BE DISASSTER IN FUTURE.
7 Bangalore is not karnataka it is just the capital city of karnataka,and if the city people ill treat kannada this way a day will come,those who know just english and cant speak in kannada will have a tough time by the other people who can speak only in kannada.
8 now a days many parents are proud that their children are going to english medium and their children cant write nor speak in kannada is a great STATUS FEEL FOR THEM.
9 MY WARNING TO ONE AND ALL THOSE WHO THINK NOT KNOWING KANNADA WILL BECOME A WAR BETWEEN KANNADA SPEAKING PEOPLE VERSUS ILL TREATING ENGLISH KNOWING PERSONS.
10 The way kannada is treated if this fate is there in TAMILNADU,I AM SURE THOSE WHO STYLE ONLY IN ENGLISH AND SCORN AND LAUGH AT THOSE NON ENGLISH SPEAKING PERSONS,THEY WILL BE REALL BEATEN IN TAMILNADU.
11 EVEN in kearala most of them know english very well but they never forget to speak in malayalam.
12 many kannada NRIS,THEY BEHAVE SO bad,the difficult they find to talk in KANNADA makesme FEEL SORRY FOR THEM.
13 Awareness not to hate our mothertongue is paramount important,it is time,a oath is taken by all those kannada people not to disgrace this language,our kannada has 1000 years or more history,where as english has just few hundred years of history.
14 ONE SHOULD TAKE INTO TASK THE MISBEHAVIOUR OF STAR HOTELS STAFF WHO ILL TREAT KANNADA SPEAKING CUSTOMERS.
15 I KNOW ENGLISH MUCH BETTER THAN THOSE STAR HOTEL WORKING STAFF,BUT THEIR ARROGANT BEHAVIOR MAKES ME,NOT TO TALK IN ENGLISH NOR IN KANNADA,
16 MOST OF THE TIME in bangalore we find many always talk,go,come,i dont know,u better know it,not this way,if u ask a question they answr in english especially if u want to find an adreess etc.
17 TO WRITE HOW MUCH KANNADA IS WORTH, I MUST SAY IT IS THE MOST TOUCHING LANGUAGE,WHEN U HEAR SOME WORDS U GET TEARS,SONGS OF MUNGARUMALE HAS MESMERISED KANNADIGAS.
LASTLY ONE MUNGARU MALE IS ENOUGH TO WAKE KANNDIGAS.
JUST REMEMBER OLD KANNADA SONGS IT WILL WAKE U.
1 ELLE IRU HEGE IRU
2 CHELUVANKA NALIDADUVA.
3 SWAMIDEVANE LOKAPALANE
4 NA NINNA MARELARE
5 KARIYA I LOVE U
6 ALL THE SONGS OF MUNGARUMALE WILL UNITE ALL KANNADA SPEAKING PEOPLE AND MAKE THEM TO KICK THOSE WHO PROFESS JUST ENGLISH AS A WAY OF LIFE.
I AM NOT AGAINST ENGLISH BUT I WILL NEVER ALLOW ENGLISH TO TAKE OVER KANNADA IN KARNATAKA STATE.
KANNADA IS LIFE LINE FOR KANNADIGAS,IF THE LOVE FOR ENGLISH MEDIUM TEACHING TRIES TO ILL TREAT KANNADA THE FUTURE WILL BE
WAR BY THOSE WHO KNOW ONLY KANNADA.
LASTLY DONT ILL TREAT THOSE WHO SPEAK KANNADA,ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENS IN TAMILNADU MAY HAPPEN IN KARNATAKA IF U TRY NOT TO SPEAK KANNADA.
LOT OF TIME IS SSTILL THERE TO LEARN KANNADA AT LEAST TO SPEAK
HOPE MY WAKEUP CALL IS HEARD BY MS KANNADIAGAS.