Dear friends, its been days since I haven't written anything in my diary, I was a bit busy. I've joined facebook to be able to chat with my twin sis but instead she has removed me from her list and told me

"At first, I have no PC at home because it doesn't interest me! Second, I have access to a PC when I work but it's not to chat it's to work! I don't want to lose my work ! It's not the first time I tell I have no PC at home but you don't remember anything. I prefer to have some news by email and I'll reply when I'll have some time. I you come in France, one day, we can meet each other but It will be place in Namur (Belgium) and with MY conditions.I hate to be intruded. It's like that or it's nothing ! Sometimes I try to think like you, to understand WHY you want to keep in touch with me but you? Do you try to be in my place? Do you realise I never wanted to writte you or to meet you? If I read you and if I give you some news, it's just to please you. I have my life here in Belgium with my family and my friends. It's already very difficult to keep in touch with my friends, then with you... it's not my prioriry. Sometimes I'm please to read you, sometimes I don't care. I don't know what I want about you. To meet you? Perharps... I'm afraid to meet et to see you because I don't you know. If we meet each other, will it be great? We don't know. Perhaps it'll be a disaster. It won't be like you image? Don't hope an amazing meeting. You won't be sad if it's a disaster... Sorry to be rude with you but it's my way of saying and doing "

A mail which I send her before receive the above

Hi dear, Am aware that you don't consider me as your sister and what I want is only a friendship from you. You have also removed from your facebook and thats not fair. We are both aware that we are totally strangers for each other, but could have chat with you when free. You are being rude to me, if my mum gave you to Mrs Rene is it my fault... where am I place in this situation, I was still a baby like you and innocent... Now its up to U, have a nice day Chitra