...am in this closed room where everyone is happy and having the time of their lives, everyone assumes I am also enjoying myself. things are just going on. I am witnessing it all in slow motion. There is this strange feeling of slowly being stifled, like if I stay on in the room for minute longer I will die. feel suffocated.
Eveyone is still in that annoying slow motion mode- why cant they see that I cant even breathe here.
and I am rushing from one corner of the room to the other, trying to find a way out. I feel trapped and disoriented and very, very ,lost. I am trying to ask people to help me but they do not seem to understand that there is something amiss. It is as if they are not even aware of my predicament.
I can see myself simply giving up. I can see myself perishing there. And no one cares...