11th January 2007, 10 am
Myself and my friend Moon were in a hurry to Majestic on my Pulsar 180 to book the bus tickets for going native on coming weekend. It was all fine till we were waiting for green signal in Corporation circle. As I thought, I started first to rash through the road towards Majestic Bus stand. I was leading a long way from other bikers and vehicles @ 60 – 70 km/hr . Suddenly I noticed a guy crossing the road from right to left (referring my view). It was the time for my brain to do some critical real time calculations for a very few seconds.
Sequence of Events
1. Input from two eyes through my short sight power glass was registered into the brain.
2. Brain's eye input decoding system recognized that he was not looking at the vehicles while crossing the road. (May be he was thinking that still it was Red signal for the vehicles !!!! )
3. Reflexes started to do its job. My finger pressed the horn button.
4. Second input from the eyes confirmed that the man is not hearing the horn or not paying attention to the blowing horns.
5. Checking the depth of perceived image, brain concluded that it has two options
6. One option was to apply a sudden disk brake (since it is available on Pulsar 180 cc)
7. Other option was to change the direction of the bike so that it will not interrupt that guy.
8. Since taking risk is my instinct and every body follows newton's 1st law of motion, (myself and my bike are the bodies here which move at a uniform speed along a straight path !!!) I decided to go for second option.
9. My hands changed the direction of the bike slightly towards right side so that it will not come across the man who is moving towards the left side of the road (referring my view again)
10. Input from the eyes confirmed continuously that everything is fine
11. Here the glitch while decoding image from eyes !!! No, it was not a glitch.
12. Brain confirmed that the man is looking at the vehicle !!! And he stopped his walking too !!! Oh god!!!!
13. Image depth calculator done its work by giving the information that the guy is 8 or 10 meters away from the bike.
14. It also told brain that the current position of the victim is in – line with the desired path of the bike.
15. Now one and only one option is left. Apply sudden brake and wait for god's mercy to not touch that man with my bike.
16. Neurons worked faster than light, here the front disk brakes are getting triggered, And vehicle is stopping faster than expected !!!
17. Neural network informed that my body is not in proper position on the bike. Because of the sudden stop of bike, body is moving forward from bike !!!!
18. Black out !!!!! Complete darkness !!!!
Flash back as on 11th January 2007, 10 pm
I was about to sleep in one of the rooms of St. John's Hospital looking at the ceiling. 12 hours gone faster than light giving serious impacts on my body. I was re gaining my consciousness at actuals even though I had a blurred one from 1 pm (I am not quite sure about this).
In St. John's hospital I met my friends, colleagues and relatives in Bangalore. I literally got frightened when I saw my face in the mirror, ya it was really bad with lots and lots of scars and blood shed lips and nose. I managed to talk to my parents on phone, making them feel that I am still alive and active. I was well assured by nurses / doctors and friends that I am perfectly OK with minor injuries. I was happy to hear that my friend Moon also is OK. Somebody told me that the old man I hit was also admitted in the same hospital with some injuries. Even though I was feeling bad, I am not going to be depressed, and off course I will wake up tomorrow with new new adventures
After one year .....
1. The frequency of our long group bike trips went down like anything.
2. I am a little bit concerned about rash driving, especially if somebody is sitting behind me. 3. I have paid / paying my road taxes, insurance and other levies on time.
4. I stopped taking pictures of my speedometer @ more than 100 km / hr.
5. I am avoiding highly risky zig – zag driving and over taking.
But after all I have some basic instincts and I can't loose my passions for just being afraid of accidents. Over consciousness will make your life so dragging and boring.
So I still love being @ 100 km / hr on my bike :)

It is the theory which evolved between the living bodies being in the state of life. It was proposed by Darvin to prove his own theory of great Evolution. Do you believe in Evolution? If some scientists or a society is believing in that, then it is not compulsory for each of us to follow their path. That can be called laziness or otlerwise ignorance. Actually it can also be termed as lack of thinking abilities. I believe that this world have enough followers and listeners but a very few number of creators and thinkers.

Survival of fittest actually exists even now. Nobody is out of that maze and can never escape from that concept if there is any lack of resources for satisfying all needs. Sharing mentality is getting narrower day by day. "Live and let others live" phrase should become relevant under these circumstances for at least human beings. Society and democratic government will never entertain physical or economical monopoly. But I cant mention any thing about other modes of ruling system.

Always be self dependant and independant to keep youself alive in this brutal world. Otherwise you may be the next pathetic being to suffer like many others. Trust has become an illusion and help is an word that we can find in novels and literature. Can you see or forecast the end of humanity? Controlling your anxiety and thirst for comfort has become an impossible herculean task for human demons of twenty first century. Looking outside towards pleasure is accepted every where and self incarnation or definition is unknown to all. Can we change that destructive mentality?

As far as I am thinking, I can imagine. Ability to imagine is the most gifted thing on earth, which most of us are yet to be identified. The facts are not fact till they are properly digested or understood.So try to think and understand the underlying facts and feature of human life. Let us unite and realize the concept of "Live and let others live" and enjoy at least small sacrifices for your fellow beings.

It is a privilage to think and discuss about these two terms, which are the two different faces or phases of human life. Ancient times indian rishis were searching for great spiritual feelings that a human mind can achieve. But now our modern science is looking for the pleasures that a human body can enjoy. As per the laws of nature, we are still drifting towards more disorderd state.

I am at a juncture right now. Should I move towards technology which can take care of my bodly pleasures? Moving with the flow of world is nothing. So this decision seems to be some what easy. What about choosing some thing different? Actually making a difference is not important. But finding the ultimate destination is priceless. Should I opt for sprituality then?

Decision making is a difficult phenomenon if they are complex enough to change our lives. World will laugh at us if some thing went wrong out of their perspective. Otherwise they will praise us like anything and for this, considering their perspective is more important than achieving our actual goals. Hence moving against the flow is not generally accepted by people who are considered by society to have something called brain.

Have you ever thought about choosing one of the above options. I am damn sure that you have never thought of this bull shit ideas. You are still looking for something that you dont know. Others are also looking for that. It is the only driving force which keeps you searching for that unknown concept or object. Please let me know whenever you find it. I suggest you to review your long term goals (if you have any). Living a life without a specific aim is equalent to travelling to somewhere without any reason.

Let me check their advantages and balance them to make a decision. Hope you too will do the same. Let us achieve something that others have never even thought about. Let us end our searching process and define a new begning to our journey of life......

I was looking for perfection in the things which are in front of me for a long time. I thought some of them are almost perfect. But my fellow beings will never agree. And they will show me some thing better than that. Every amazing things that we see now may become more better after each refinement. It seems that perfection is a concept that we can never achieve. Never think that you or your thoughts are perfect because they can further evolve in a better way.

Human beings are always trying to make things appear better for them. Our life style and environment is getting more and more good. It will continue till the existance of man on earth. We have totally diverted from our destination. Life is a coin with logical or scientific experiences on one side and creative or spiritual targets on the other side. Our society is running former life.

I feel that logic and science are secondary compared to spiritual concepts. Our source and destination are still undefined after all this technological advancements. Should we change our perspective about life? Mind is driven by intuitions. Our decision making depends on our brain as well as some thing called mind. Some body from us will call mind as heart. Most of us are programmed to follow the brain by suppressing mind. Our society is the key factor deciding this.

Never break current set of rules, but think about defining new rules of life. It may bring new thoughts and will lead us to our ultimate destination. Let the mind rule us pointing our way to somewhere better than a simple death. Defining our life is better than just living it. And invention is to be considered better than achievements.

Let us reach our destination and reveal the truths of life following the most perfect way..........

 strongly believe that "Accident" is one of the worst things in a living being's life. Whatever bad things happened in anybody's life without their mistake can be termed as an accident. What will you call the good things occurred to you without your knowledge? Others will call it as luck. Sometimes you will consider it as your skill or efficiency. Let us concentrate on the concept of accident instead of dealing with luck. I recently met with an accident which made me ask a lot of questions to myself.

What is the exact cause of an accident?
What made him/her commit that mistake without any reason?
How can he/she become negligent or cruel for that particular moment?
Is there any force playing some role in our life making us committing that particular mistake?
Why did this accident happen to me?

I am not able to find complete answers to any of these other than some logical and idiot conclusions. There is something that science can never explain about. Some phenomenon lacks explanation as well as proof. The happenings which do not have a cause can be summarized with a two word phrase. May be these can be generally called super natural.

This writing is not a conclusion. But it should at least trigger a thought process in you. You should start thinking about something that is undefined according to current scientific technologies. I believe that our mind and its working are different from all our technologies and their working. The process of our thought and decision making mechanism is still unexplained. So there are a lot of thing that are yet to be defined.

Can you define at least one undefined process? Why are you only interested in using existing products and methodologies? Can’t you create one for the existing universe? May be we will never get entertained by world for using our own creativity and procedures. Some great well known dictators (can be also called as idiots) think that everything is well defined and there is not other shortcut to realize them. Never hear such irritating old fashioned philosophies. Their orthodox dialogs will affect your creative mind and imaginative thought process adversely.

Let us start building our own definitions. If it is better than current system, try to implement them. Never hesitate in taking risks for realizing your spirits and intuition. I don’t know who all from us can do that. Start defining new methodologies and undefined happenings. Try to get answer for all questions in our mind. Time (according to its current definition) will never wait for you ........

Do you believe in god?

Most of us do something like that even if we dont know what we are exactly doing. We will argue, debate and sometimes even die and kill for our religion and belief (what ever you call it). But can you feel something from what you believe or at least do you know exactly what it means. Talking a lot about your belief or religion is definitelty easy than feeling its actual.

Spirituality is a gifted feeling which each of us want to experience. But most of us are not able to know what it is. May be the materialistic world around is bothering you. Can you break all such ties? I can't, because I am not that spiritual. But somewhere inside, I want to do that.

Conscious mind always win over subconscious mind whenever you deal with biological and materialistic world. And most of us are not in a state to even think about spirituality. World around us have changed a lot and still changing only because of our changing mentality in identifying good from bad. Motive and goals have changed and concepts of relationships are getting narrower. We have to figure out our destination as soon as possible before the world swallow you.

Few years back (I mean... long back), we didn't had a constitution, religion and judiciary. Still there was a mind's rule of love and hatred which bounded people as well as animals. Now we have boundaries between each and every identified things. We are getting more complex. Choes always increase and magnified with complexity.

Lets make things more simpler. Strengthen your good beliefs and make them strong enough to fight with dark and win them. We don't know about our life after death. So lets make things nice and beautiful. Believe in the super power which give you the energy and momentum to maintain life. Pray to god and not to people.

I know some way you are going to identify our sprituality. That enlightment will glorify you before your soul and not before this world. The time and your destiny is waiting for you and it will wait forever. Hope that you reach there before your time ends.....

Actually I didn't want to write about Selfishness since I am also suffering from this worst inbuilt disease up to a certain extend. The amount of selfishness vary from people to people. If you are zero percent selfish you will not be rich enough to read this blog. So you are indeed Selfish. What do you think about GREAT people? Aren't they selfish?

Some people became great only because of their high degree of selfishness. But do remember that a minority reached their destination without being much selfish. Getting famous is not the only destination we have. I feel that our genes and grown up circumstances more or less carved our selfish nature (whether it is high or low).

It is really inhuman to steal the vital accomplishments from a person's life which are very important for him and not very important for you. Even animals dont attack their prey if they are not hungry enough. Think about you and reach at a conclusion as soon as possible about the degree of selfishness that you hold.

Above action is not selfishness if it was necessary for your existance. Each and everybody in this world follows Darvin's theory, "Survival of the fittest" and nobody can exist without being selfish by atleast some degrees. You and me are not saints. Maybe they are saints because they are not selfish.

Try to be fare while taking decisions which will inturn affect others. As told in the spider man movie "With great power comes great responsibility" which is indeed a wonderful statement as well as theory. So be cautious while hurting others who are inferior to you. Otherwise do remember that you are inferior to somebody on this planet, who may take really bad decisions for you, which will make you think and regret about your fate and future.

Give and take fare decisions and reach at fare conclusions in between debates. "How famous you are?" is less important than "How you became famous?". Evaluate and correct yourself if you are wrong even if I am nobody to advise you. May be you need to change before you get exhausted due to the complications of this rude world.

Relax... be good and do good. Happiness and peace are not so far from you.....

One of the great topics in which people go on discussing.....

I dont know what you think about this ten letter word ! We have the tendancy to do something we like. Isn't it? What about doing the things which are not at all interesting?

Actually we do a lot of thngs that we don't want to do. How is it possible to make somebody do something for you and vice versa?  I think this is all about the magic and impact of motivation. And the amount of getting the work done is directly proportional to the intensity of getting motivated.

I don't want to discuss about the situation of getting compelled. It is against the ethics of a normal human being. But we gone through this worst situaion many times in our life. Hope that it will never happen again.

Motivation proves that brain or mind (what ever you call) have absolute control over the body. A stimulus (which may be either physcal or mental) drives the thought process in our brain, and the output of this process plans the optimum handling of the newly evolved or emerged condition according to its urgency. The time and type of decision and decision making process classifies people into differnet categories. I will call the different cycles from stimulus to decision making as motivation.

Can we change our own process of getting motivated? May be up to a certain extend. But I believe, it can't be changed more than 5 or 10 %. Otherwise the recieved stimulus should be too important to change even our old decision making process. The vital stimulus which may break the balance or even existance of the body can bring such effect. But don't think that it will give positive results. We know that each an every particle in the universe has the tendency to go from a currently ordered state to a less ordered one. So beware and prepare yourself to handle such piercing experiences of life.

Always try to get motivated by positive thinking and creativity. Using old ideas is some what average. Make dfference by using your creativity (if you have any). Try using your brain up to 100 %. Then be prepared for a complete change because the world is going to follow YOU......

L
et the end be a begning......

Atlast I am also writing a diary..... I was thinking about this for a long time, but the choice of media and means of storage was the most difficult part. Everybody like to be famous and me too not an exception. I am successful atleast by one percent since a person like you is reading my bull shit (Oops, I dont know whether this word is against the rule of Mouthshut) feelings. I am 99% sure that you will learn nothing from me. But I dont whether the remaining 1% is going to make a difference or not.

Unwritten white space under my last word is bothering me like hell, compelling me to write more even if dont want to. It is not the scarcity of topics that making me disturbed, but the title "Entry Point". Also it is not fare to jump to my idiot ideas from the first day.

I am afraid whether my caption of  "I just started writing....." will be meaningless after some time. But lets think another way about its ".......". it means that I just started writing about  "some thing", making it very meaningful. Some people who may think themselves as a Genius never agree with this declared reason. Sorry to hurt you if you are one of them. I really didn't meant to hurt you in any way.

Declaring that I am also a part of the Mouth Shut Diary (If my account not get deleted, sorry for not being very optimistic) this moment onwards, writing about life, people, thoughts, experiences etc...........